《O RE PIYA... (OH MY LOVE / BELOVED)》PART 7
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She walks back and at one point she breaks her vision from him and bent down to collect all the papers that are scattered around...just like her shattered life...she is again gone back to her own world that's filled with emptiness and loneliness which she has somehow got adapted to by now.. and has accepted to live with it. The tears which had formed in her eyes have started flowing down her cheeks and she wipes it..She starts collecting the papers one by one..Maan is still lost looking at her...even though she long time broke away form that Mesmerizing eye lock...He too bends down to help her to collect the papers..he is doing so whilst looking at her reassuring that his pari has come back to him..in fact she is already present in his life in his GEET...but she has stopped addressing his presence now...and at one point their hands accidentally touch each other...and again he is lost in that touch and attempts to look deep into her eyes... but her eyes are glued to the ground...her cheeks still has some traces of tears which he tries to wipe off by bringing his long fingers close to her cheeks...but she turns away and gulps and wipes the tears by herself...She is no way giving in...unfortunately for GEET, everything is over she doesn't want to feel anymore...
She slowly gets up after collecting the papers and walks back to her table and stares at the wall blankly. Maan too follows her at her equal slow pace..Her mind is still not come to terms that Maan is right in front of her. she is rolling her eyes and scanning her brain for an answer. she closes her eyes with pain...
She slowly composes herself and opens her eyes and she stares at the blank wall without a blink as if all what has happened to her in past one year is been screened on that wall...she gets all lost in that particular moment and all what she went thro in that one year is flashing on the wall. she is engulfed in that dark world...On her so called SR, she was already engulfed and packed with so many emotions and when he entered the room on that day...she found an unknown solace in him and she calmed down a bit but again what happened next drifted her into complete darkness...he just walked away giving his verdict and leaving her all alone in that big room. she was feeling so vulnerable and miserable to be left all alone in a stranger's place. Its not only about that room...about her life...which changed overnight and she was pushed into this unknown world...She was so much longing to rest her head in her mother's lap and cry her heart out ...but that too she is deprived of as that bond also changed all of a sudden as she is a "daughter in law" of another family and this unfair society doesn't permit her to share the daughter - mother bond with her own mother any more. The only person whom she has to rely and trust and share all her feelings is her husband but All she has got from him is that hatredness filled ignorance...she doesn't even have the right to ask him what is her mistake? What did she ever do?...she had all people around her in HP Haveli and suddenly, all alone in a big room and when she is out of that room, she is amidst strangers. The only people whom she found some solace was with Daadima and Shantima...She living in that seperate room raised so many questions among the other servants and workers around..only her babaji knows what kind of an embarrassed feeling it is. but luckily, Daadima ensured that Geet gets her due respect of being elder daughter in law of the family yes..every single person in KM, respected her including Prem and Annie and only exception was her so called husband... and that respect is the one which a girl longs for...In this one year, he never even acknowledged her presence, never uttered a single word apart from those few shouting and rude words when she happened to visit HIS ROOM during the initial days of their so called married life...He was kind enough to provide her with a huge ambience...that's it and his duty is over and never for once he checked on her well being?
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Coming to that London Trip, she came to know thro Shantima that he is already left... and when he came back and on the same day, she was about to leave to HP, that was the first time she had ever expressed herself truly madly not only to him but to herself...and... all what followed...she was put into such a shame as if she did a crime..YES...a crime indeed. She had no right to loose her mind and soul like that...and she is really ashamed of herself...she couldn't live upto his expectations...shame on her.. a sarcastic sad smile touches her lips as even tears have stopped forming in her eyes.
HE is literally disheartened to see her like this at this moment...she is not even allowing him to wipe the tear drops which were visible on her cheeks.. above all she is holding back all her emotions or has she lost all her emotions to that unfortunate day? Today is a happiest as well as the saddest day of his life... Happiness filled his heart when he met his PARI after almost a year and soon it got replaced with the sadness when the moment he learnt his PARI is none other than his GEET...his GEET...his WIFE..he should have taken care of her, treasured her but his own mindset he was looking out for her everywhere in the outside world but she was already present in his home... is he blessed or cursed? BLESSED because he has got his PARI and she already belonged to him...She has been living under the same roof where he has been living , breathing the same air like he did...and he has been hurting her as he was not able to find his PARI...where as she was already HIS WIFE...ALL HIS...and he is CURSED because his PARI already belonged to him but he never lived with her...never ever acknowledged her presence..he has hurt her to this extent that she is not responding to him...and all what he spoke on that last day it was for his GEET.. his PARI..n hurting her thro out this one year. He goes back to that day where they took seven peras, seven vows and promises to keep each other happy by all means..give the deserved respect of a life partner to each other.. share all joys and sorrows equally...she had lived upto her promise but HIM? All he has given her is those wounds that can never be healed... he really feels ashamed of himself... this could be the lowest point he could feel about himself. Maan is swirled in that whirlpool and not able to come out it...how on earth will I make up to her? How will I ever make her understand all what I went thro in this year that made me behave like this..It was for her and against her at the same time...he forms a fist of his hand and hits on the wall nearby but Geet is still lost in looking at the wall and she didn't hear it. he really wishes he could rip himself apart.. but has to stay alive for her...her love.
He gathers all his wits and turns to move towards her. He could see she is all lost looking at the blank wall. He wants to began a conversation enquiring about her well being which he has never done till date...to begin with, he calls out for her name so very softly...
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She almost Jerks out of the happenings in the past and her heart beats faster and faster as she is kicked out of her world...and she stares back at him...Did he call out my name? Did he? she doesn't answer him as she thinks its just an imagination or he is taking an advance step towards his cruel and rude behavior. ...she expects only harsh words from him and nothing else...He is all lost in those pair of hazel eyes which were all soaked in happiness when he got to see her for the first time in his farm but today,what he gets to see in her eyes is complete darkness with all bitter emotions, pain and fear. He advances a few more steps towards her and he could sense her getting vulnerable and she immediately turns away from him and dipping her head.
She is heaving uncontrollably and She clutches to those papers harder which she was still holding in her hand. His presence has always made her feel as if she is the ugliest soul who doesn't deserve any self respect and the velocity of it has just increased by the passing time. Now, that she has decided to live on herself after these 3 weeks time from now on.. she is not prepared to face him anymore.. DISCOMFORT is all that she is getting to feel with his mere presence. Where as he has come to a state where he cannot imagine a single second without her. She looks here and there anywhere but not him...and he is craving for her one look...
Just then, there's someone who calls out for Maan and he turns to look at that person...It was none other than Mohinder accompanied by Rano, Rajji and Titoo. Rajji-Titoo now dressed in their school uniforms.
Maan comes forward and takes blessings from Mohinder - Rano. Geet slowly moves and takes her position near Rano and she holds her mom's hand with a grip as she feels there's no place for her to go. Rano could feel the weird behaviour of Geet...as if she behaving like a toddler who is scared of a stranger around but still Rano smiles it off taking it to be Geet's shy behaviour after seeing Maan.
Rajji joins Rano-Geet and she dashes Geet and winks at her and teasingly wispers in her ears... (See, he has reached here by following you) 😉
Geet remains quite and no way showing any reaction and no way looking at Maan...
Mohi:
Rano:
Maan looks at Titoo..
Maan:
Mohinder and Rano are so happy to see him. While Geet is just listening to their talks and she is knotting her dupatta and eyes glued to the ground.
Rajji again murmurs in Geet's ears... (He is talking to mom - dad but he is all staring at you)
Even Rajji's talks are not making Geet curious enough as she knows its all Rajji's assumptions or Rajji is finding ways to tease her...but least did she knew that all Rajji is noticing is correct and Maan was actually all lost in his GEET...his PARI. But she is no way looking at him. Geet is already so tensed and feeling all the discomforts of the whole world at this point of time and Rajji's teasing is just irritating her further...as a result Geet hits hard on Rajji's hand.
Rajji:
Rano shouts at Rajji..
Rajji again murmurs to Geet...she makes a baby face ...😄
Geet gives one stern and deadly look at Rajji.. and Rajji keeps quite instantly
Geet is rubbing her forehead...she is not able to comprehend what's actually going on around her but forced to give in to the situation. She can give in but how about him? How to find out what is actually going on in Maan's mind at this point of time?
Rano:
Maan:
Geet smiles within sarcastically as no wonder she has been surprised with Maan's visit. While Mohinder and Rano look at Geet and smile as they are convinced now that Maan is the Right match for their Geet and both (Maaneet) are leading a happy life together.
Maan:
Rano:Rano didn't understand what he meant by this.
Mohi:
Maan:
Mohinder: (Maaneet)
Maan looks at his Geet at this very moment but still there has been no reaction from her side.
Rano to Geet: Arre Geet, arrange for tea and snacks..
Geet:
Maan was lost at her quick reply
Rano: She moves towards Titoo...
Rajji:
Geet:
Maan has been looking at Geet with awe. How she is giving in to his likes even under this challenging situation...Its so true that she knew everything about him but he knew nothing about her...He had only those baseless assumptions as information about her and his head is dipped in shame.
Mohinder:
Geet looks up and talks to her babaji...
This was the first time she looked at Maan for a brief nano sec and nodded a NO to him...but all he lost in that very sec and not taking her gestures seriously and he joins Mohinder- Rano while Geet follows them...she cutely looks up and prays...She again gives a pittyfull look up..and 😳
Geet follows Mohi-Rano-Maan helplessly...
There at the ground floor Mohinder - Rano escorts Maan to the point where Geet's Daarji, Taya - Tayi ji (Rajinder-Manjeet), Tejinder-Simran, Nandini were present. Also seeing Maan's posh car parked behind Handa Haveli, few men and ladies from the neighborhood have also started gathering slowly..and of course most of them were Ladies and many of them were Manjeet's so called friends.
Maan scans the place and shocked to see so many people gathered there and he kind of looks at Geet again. She is very well aware of the fact that Maan doesn't like this kind of crowd gathering and that's why she had already gestured him but as usual, there was no response and she too left him to face the consequences.
Maan Takes blessings of All elders there... and then Tejinder comes forward and hugs Maan.
Daarji: (Glad to meet you after so many days)
Maan smiles at him and Daarji continues...
Daarji: (How is Savithriji? All fine with her health?)
Maan: (Yes...she's fine)
Taya Ji (Rajjinder):
Maan:
Taya Ji:
His eyes burn in self hateredness...he looks at Geet and she is still standing there listening to their conversations quietly. He and Geet only know what relationship they shared and coming to the London trip, he didn't even tell her before leaving for that trip and during that entire month, he was all lost in thoughts about his Pari...and even though he was in London, on his business trip, he was in touch with some of the secret sources whom he had assigned to get the details of girls from particular age groups in and around Amritsar-Hoshiarpur and there was no success... and during this process, he conveniently forgot about his marriage...and he smiles at his own fate that his wife is none other than His PARI ...his GEET..his WIFE...and she was left all alone in that huge KM...and during this period forget calling her..he never even remembered her...and when he came back...he closes his eyes to feel that day when she hugged him for the very first time...AND...
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