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Siya Rajput wrapped her arms around herself,innocently,her cheeks were red and she was fiddling with the end of her blue dupatta,nervously. She craned her neck and saw her father talking to her would be husband,"Ma'am?"the kind driver held open the door of his employer's white ghost rolls Royce,"Thank you.."Siya mumbled,shyly and slipped inside the car hesitantly.

She was feeling very nervous and excited at the same time,her innocent heart already seeing the bright side of this arranged marriage,she was happy that by doing this she was making her parents happy, especially her dear Papa. She heard her would be husband's authoritative voice, murmuring orders to the driver,smoothly.

Rana Jai Singh was staring at the young girl,sitting in his car,nervously looking here and there."Sir,will you be needing my services?"his driver's question,made a dark smile appear on his face and with a shake of his head,he started towards his car,his strides long and confident.

Siya stiffened as soon as she heard him enter the car,her mind was filled with all the questions she wanted to ask him,her senses were again hit by the smell of his mouthwatering cologne and she shifted a little in her seat.

Impatiently,she was waiting for him to say something but he kept his lion like golden brown eyes fixated on the steep road,driving smoothly,"Hi."she started dumbly,making him turn his head and look at her with his one eye brow raised,siya simply gave him a bright smile, thinking that his silence was due to the same nervousness that she was going through but only if she knew better.

"Hello."He murmured,silently,playing along with her,he could feel her child like impatience and remembered the report he read on her,that report was too good to be true and in his 31 years of existence,he knew one common thing about women that they all were really good and cunning actors. He knew that he will have immense fun in peeling off this facade of innocence,he thought darkly with a devilish smile on his face.

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"My name is Siya Rajput and it's nice to meet you."I started off by introducing myself,waiting for his response. He was driving the car with his one hand and his other hand was resting against his strong thigh clad in black pants,"I am sure you know my name."he murmured,distractedly while making a steep turn,deep in thought.

"Umm...what's your favourite colour?....I love all the colours but my favourite has to be lavender."I tried again to start a conversation, aren't politicians talkative,I thought to myself,staring at him, curiously.

I saw a small smile broke out on his face,making him look a little more approachable,"I haven't thought about it."he replied,amusedly,making me give him a big smile, finally he is talking.

"How can that be possible! You must like some colour...."I murmured,more to myself and suddenly,I felt his fingers against my cheek,his touch again brought back that fluttering and I looked down immediately.

"You are blushing,little one."he stated absently as if in a deep thought,I looked up and saw him,staring at me a far away look in his eyes. He dropped his hand from my face and grabbed my clenched hand,"You can't be real."I heard him mumble under his breath and immediately I looked at our hands entwined together on my laps.

"Can you please not touch me..."I requested him,nervously,not wanting to hurt his feelings but his touch was making me experience emotions that I have only read about and I remember my Mumma, admonishing me that these emotions are sinful and I should only concentrate on my studies.

His deep laughter,filled the car and I looked at him,with an unconscious smile blooming on my face,"I will marry you."he stated and turned his head to look at me. He leaned back against his seat and continued,staring at me,his golden brown eyes searching mine plain black boring eyes,I wish my eyes were a little lighter.

I noticed that both his hands were not on the steering wheel and it was then I realised that he has stopped the car. I looked around and immediately,my eyes widened in shock. Without thinking anything,I scrambled out of the car, forgetting the intimidated man sitting next to me,my eyes were fixated at the beautiful night sky infront of me.

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The dark sky was filled with bright stars winking unabashedly at the full moon,Siya Rajput,closed her eyes and lifted her face up,the moonlight making her look more angelic and highlighting her innocent allure. She could feel the serenity of the moon,fill her heart and she turned around,excitedly,only to see her would be husband,leaning against the bonnet of his car,staring at her with a dark look on his face.

"This is so beautiful."she whispered, excitedly and pressed her palms against her blushing cheeks,trying to cover them from his keen intimidating eyes. Rana Jai Singh simply held his hand out to her,"Come here."he commanded,softening his voice,not wanting to scare the child woman in front of him.

Very hesitantly,Siya clutched half of his strong hand and immediately he pulled her towards him,her front was pressed against his,her long black locks,scrambled against his one shoulder while his other shoulder was clutched tightly by the girl,looking at him with her widened eyes.

"You can't touch me....it's not right."she mumbled,breathing hard,she could hear her wildly thumping heart and the pounding of her brain.

"Why is that so?"he asked her,softly,his eyes drinking in the beauty of his future wife,she truly was beautiful,he could feel the swell of her perfectly rounded lush breasts pressed against his hard muscular chest."Mumma told me so,it's sinful."she breathed out and not able to handle his dark look,she covered her face with her hands,she heard him chuckle and closed her eyes tightly,"Please..."she mumbled again,hyperventilating. The poor girl was divided between right and wrong,his touch on her body felt right but her mother's words made her feel guilty for feeling right.

She felt his arms wrap around her waist and she felt his warm breath against her ear,"Has any man touched you like this?"he asked her while moving his hand along the length of her spine,making her tremble within his arms.

Siya simply shook her hand,her face still covered with her hands,"Please,Ranaji....."she whispered,nervously. Upon hearing her words,he pressed his lips against her ear,"Ranaji?"he murmured out loud in surprise. Either this girl was an amazing actress or she was really this innocent...but how can be this possible in today's modern times he thought to himself while inhaling her flowery scent.

He removed her long black locks from his shoulder,already knowing that he will never ever allow her to cut these beautiful long tresses,"Who is your favourite actor?"she asked him abruptly and pushed herself back,taking him by surprise. Jai looked at her with a look of wonder on his face,"I don't have the time to watch movies."he answered anyways,not understanding what to believe anymore.

"Oh..."she pouted and looked down,deep in thought,her long black hair were dishevelled,her cheeks were flaming red and a look of innocent wonder was on her face,it was then Rana Jai Singh,realised that he has to have this girl as his.

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Siya was lying on her bed, her eyes were wide and sleep was miles away from her,her brain was filled with his touches and everytime she closed her eyes,intimidating face filled her vision. As soon as she entered her house,she rushed inside and locked herself within the familiar lavender walls of her room.

"Siya.....are you okay,mera bacha?"she heard her mumma's voice and tears filled her eyes. She jumped out of her bed and opened her door,wanting her mother's arms around her. As soon as she opened the door,golden brown eyes,collided with her's,making her look down instantly,"Siya...?"her mother whispered, lovingly and wiped her daughter's tears with a smile on her face.

"Ranaji wants to say bye to you.."she told her,trying to keep her smile on her face. She could sense her daughter's dilemma but she needed to give them a few minutes alone. It would be best for Ranaji to talk to her for now,she thought and stepped away from the beautiful pair, reigning in her motherly instincts.

As soon as her mother left,Siya turned around and tried to control her tears,she didn't want him to think that she was a cry baby. She was about to wipe her tears but her hands were grabbed mid air and Rana Jai Singh,stepped in front of her,staring down at her,"Why are you crying?"he asked her gravely,making her take a deep breath.

"I liked yo...ur.... touch."she mumbled,honestly in between her tears,out of habit but as soon as she realised her words,she looked up at him in shock,making him pull her against his chest with a gentle smile on his face,"I am glad."he murmured and tightened his hold on her.

He felt him bury her face in the crook of his neck,"Its not right."she admonished him,trying to reign in her nerves.

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