carla

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*please refer to playlist (sober)*

"hey jordan."

"its been a week since we talked...and, and i know you needed space and i respect that and i gave you that, and im willing to give you more space...if you need it?"

"ok"

"of course...so do you wanna start the interrogation? or me?"

"yea of course. i meant that as a joke though, silly."

"look how far we've come"

"now we're here."

"..."

"um thank you jordan"

"um yea, so luke."

"i have no idea what to say"

"oh, jordan"

"fuck. jordan. im so so sorry."

"youre a talented, funny, smart and all-around good soul, and i wish you were happy. youre my best friend, and i never open up to anyone. but i really like luke, and perhaps i was a little rash in that moment but i like luke a lot."

"ok."

"..."

"i um...jordan, i feel really conflicted, because for one, youre my best friend, and you know me so well, and for two, i dont want to put any part of that friendship in jeopardy, and three, i feel a pull towards luke. i like him a lot."

"its not cliche. people do that, albeit its terrible for your body and mind"

"youre right."

"what?! no! jordan, listen to me, you can't do this. youre my best friend!"

"so thats it? you're gonna leave your best friend all alone because you can't get over being friend-zoned!?"

"oh angry? you think this is anger? this is me done with you and this shit! you were the person i could trust, you were literally my best friend!"

"what about me?"

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