I'm sorry Dan

the camping thing

Idek why I did that

I thought it'll be fine

actually I knew it'd blow up in my face

maybe I am psychotic

OMFG

yeah you are

rlly?

that's all you can say?

you fucked up when you insulted his girlfriend

it doesn't surprise me he went after you

I rlly wanted you to punch him

and her too

I was just surprised

I wasn't going to punch her

we're in the middle of the forest

like they could chop me up and nobody would know

tbh I hope you learned your lesson

don't mess with a church girl

that makes no sense

you should moved on for real Sky

you're mad because you're alone

even Sam and Nate are together

I choose to be single

I turned down so many guise

bc I like being alone obvi

Yeah

you keep "choosing" the single life

I will

I'M WAITING FOR PRINCE CHARMING

Charming isn't Alex last name

you're waiting for Prince Follese

no shut up

I'm not

you are though

are not

are too

YOU'RE WAITING TO BECOME MR. AND MRS FOLLESE

nah not really

I'm waiting for the moment I call Hayley my wife

Mr. and Mrs. Miller

that was disgustingly sweet

here's an idea Sky

why don't you just try and be his friend?

do you like, Alex?

yeah

do you care about Alex?

yeah

Do you want him to be happy?

yeah

do you mind if it's with someone else?

kinda

2 fucking bad

if you love him, care about him, want him to be happy but don't want to lose him

just be his friend

that way he's still in your life

but...

what if I want to kiss him?

kiss your pillow

but my pillow doesn't have soft pink lips

Too bad

"Sky, there's someone here for you!" My mom yells

"Who is it?" I yell back.

"I don't know, come see."

"Really mom? Really? " I mumble

someone's here for me

OMFG MAYBE IT'S KYLE

SURPRISE MOTHAFAKA

all decomposed and stuff

gross

shut up

it's not Kyle

I huff and head downstairs. When I saw my mom she slightly smile at me which make me even more curious.

"He's outside."

"He?"

I open the front door and Alex smiles briefly. "Hi Sky."

"What the hell are you doing here?" I step outside and close the door behind me.

"I came to see you," he frowns, handing me a Taco Bell bag.

"You're bribing me with Taco Bell?"

I raise my eyebrow, grabbing it. "Okay."

"It worked, though." I take a seat on the porch and Alex sits beside me.

"Why are you here, Alex?" I sigh.

"I thought you were mad at me. I mean I was a bitch, after all."

"That's what I wanted to talk about"

"Oh.."

"Yeah," he shrugs. "I'm sorry, Sky. I was just mad and I was defending Scarlett. I didn't think before I spoke and I didn't mean it."

"But you did mean."

"No, not really."

"I saw it in your eyes. You were being totally honest and I get it," I move my feet back and forth.

"I love you so much, Sky. And you drive me up the wall with one moment you're nice and one moment you're mean thing. Like you rather love me or you don't."

I nod my head. "I do love you."

"Really?"

"Really."

In an instant, Alex's lips met mine. I felt him move his hands towards my face before he moved his head away. He immediately looks down at his feet.

"What just happened?" I take a deep breath.

Alex's finger tips brush his lips before he shakes his head. "No, no. I have to go," he continues to shake his head.

"What? Why?" I ask frantically.

"What just happened?"

"I can't, Sky. I have to go," he stands up and starts jogging towards his car.

"Alex!" I yell. I'm so confused. Why did he kiss me? Is he still dating Scarlett? But why did he kiss me?

I put the key in the ignition and put the car in drive. I need to go. I don't know what to do. Do I tell Scarlett what happened? I'm so confused. I don't know what came over me. We were sitting there and everything felt right. She was so beautiful and for a minute, I really believe she loved me. I feel like shit. I told Scarlett I would apologize and make things right with Sky and I do that.

I mean, I definitely made things right, but I think I went too far. I knew I shouldn't of gone. I should of just apologize over the phone or something. Not go to her house and kiss her! God, I'm such an idiot.

I come to a red light and grab my phone out of my jacket pocket. One missed text.

hey Alex, how did everything go?

good

did you guys work everything out?

yeah

we apologize and worked it out

great, I'm proud of you

thanks babe

sorry I'm driving

I'll text you when I get home

Okay babe

I love you

yeah

yo my bff my side hoe my lover my enemy

you never texted me after Kyle showed up last night

huh?

oh

was it really Kyle?

It wasn't Kyle

who is it?

Alex

Oh..

not the plot twist I wanted

what did he want?

long story?

okay actually not a long story

but really fucked up

well not really

just kinda weird

it's wrong

but like

JUST FUCKING SAY IT

IDGAF

I JUST WANT TO KNOW

sorry I'm vv confused rn

he showed up

and brings me taco bell

and like I was vv confused

I thought he poison it

so I had my mom eat the first bite when I got inside

and like we sit down on the porch

and he apologize

I apologize

and he talks about how he loves me

but in the kindest way possible says I'm a bipolar bitch

and I apologize

and he asked if I loved him

and I said I did

anD WE WENT TOTALLY THE FAULT IN OUR STARS

WHERE HE WAS LIKE REALLY?

AND I WAS LIKE REALLY?

yeah and..

and then BAM HE KISSED ME

AND MOVING ONNNNNNNNNN

HOW WAS YOUR SUNDAY NIGHT?

EAT ANY GOOD FOOD?

WOW THIS IS A BEAUTIFUL MONDAY

IT'S PERFECT OUTSIDE

wait a fucking second

wtf did you just say

HOLD UP I'M SCROLLING UP

pls don't

too late

I'm going up

hold on

Five minutes go by and Dan still hasn't texted me back. Like, did he die? Maybe he's taking a test in first period. Ha! Right. He doesn't do anything in first period. Maybe he didn't see it. Maybe he got side-tracked talking to someone else. That's it! That makes perfect sense. Maybe he'll forget all about what I said.

you bitch

YOU TWO KISSED AND I DON'T FIND OUT UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING

OVER TEXT

I THOUGHT WHAT WE HAD WAS FOR REAL

IT IS JUST A LIE

JUST A DREAM

DREAAAAMMM

ARE YOU QUOTING NELLY?

Don't ask

Idc about the potential song lyric

you two kissed

he has a girlfriend right?

IDK

they seem to be together

they're sitting beside each other and whispering things

yes?

no?

that's cheating

UR A MISTRESS

NO

I WAS LIPS BOMBED AGAIN

MY LIPS ARE INNOCENT

THEY WERE BLIND SIDED BY HIS

IT WAS A KISS AND RUN

LITERALLY

HE RAN FROM ME AFTERWARDS

so you didn't kiss him?

NO

I was just apologizing and BAM

he kissed me

and then ran away

LIKE WTF?

NOT VERY ROMANTIC AXEL

I WAS SO CONFUSED

I THOUGHT HE WAS AMERICAN

BUT HE'S OBVIOUSLY A LIP TERRORIST

I send him a text but he never response

ALL I WAS THINKING ABOUT AFTERWARDS WAS

OMFG SCARLETT GERMS ON MY LIPS EW

I'd be scared of Scarlett

I bet she's one of these

good girls who are secretly bad girls that haven't been caught

are you seriously doing songs lyrics rn

Ok I'm done now

"Hey, babe," I smile.

"Hi, Alex!" I take a seat beside Scarlett and push my food away.

"There's something I want to talk about later. Is it okay of I come over tonight?"

"Sure," she frowns. "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing important really," I shrug.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah.."

"Okay," she smiles slightly.

"I just want you to know that I appreciate everything you've done for me, Scarlett. I know my life isn't drama-free, but I'm glad that you haven't given up on me."

"Everybody has drama in their life. I'm not here to judge you for what goes on in your life, Alex. I'm here to support you and love you unconditionally," she puts her arms around me and I sigh briefly.

"If only I was nice as you."

She lets go and put her hands in her lap. "If you only people were as nice to you as you are to everyone else."

"Did you just call me nice?"

"One hundred percent."

"Even when you're lying and saying I'm nice you're still nicer."

"It's a gift."

"So you admit you were lying?" I raise my eyebrow.

She rolls her eyes. "No.."

I sigh and knock the door twice. I'm not looking forward to this conversation. I don't want her to cry. I don't want to see anymore hurt, but I have to tell Scarlett the truth. I have to tell her that I kissed Sky. I really hope she doesn't get mad or anything.

"Alex, hi," her dad smiles.

"Hi, is Scarlett home?"

"Yeah, sure. Let me go get her." I nod and he closes the front door. I take a seat on their chair outside. What if she gets mad? I mean, I've never seen Scarlett mad before. She was annoyed at Sky that day, but she was far from mad. What if she cries? I won't have any idea of what to do if she cries. I'll just be standing, or sitting there patting her head. I won't even know what to say. I mean, I regret kissing Sky.

I'm lying actually. I don't regret kissing her one bit. I just wouldn't have the heart to tell Scarlett about it.

"Alex," Scarlett smiles, closing the front door. "Do you want to come in or sit out here?"

"Out here is fine."

"Okay," She takes a seat beside me.

"What did you want to talk about?" I fiddle with my finger a bit. "It's a beautiful night." I point at the moon.

"It is," she half-smiles. "What's wrong though?" After a minute, I sit up. "I kissed Sky," I bite my lip. She's going to slap me.

"Oh," she frowns. "Ale-"

"I'm so sorry," I shake my head.

"Alex calm down. It's okay," she laughs slightly.

"What?"

"I'm not mad or upset," she rubs my shoulder.

"You're not?" I try to hide my shock. No tears or anger at all. Nothing. She's just completely calm about everything.

"No, because I knew you still loved her, but.."

"But?"

"But you have to make a decision. It's not fair to Sky or me to play us both. And if you pick Sky, I'll be fine."

"I just need time to thing," I sigh.

"I understand," she nods. "I think I'm going to go home," I stand up. I adjust my shirt slightly. Scarlett nods and puts her hand in her pocket.

"Are you okay?" She laughs. "I should be asking you."

"I'm fine. Pfft, amazing," I lie.

"Liar," she coughs.

"Psh, not."

"Psh, are."

hey

I just want to say I am really, really, really sorry bro

please forgive me

those things I said

I was just mad

and most of anger was towards Sky and Kyle

not you

please bruh

you're only apologizing because you need my spectacular advice

am I right?

Yes

wait before I forgive you

say "I love Dan so much. Dan is King of the Universe. Dan is bae. I love Dan. I have sexual thoughts about Dan I will replace Sky with Dan. Dan is love. Dan is life."

....

I love dan, dan is king of the universe. Dan is bae. I love dan. You're nuts, we're both straight. Dan is love. Dan is life. bye

hmm.. I should say not

but whatever

shoot

so don't tell Sky pls

I don't even told Sky my hi wtf

keep going

I kissed Sky

old news keep going

and I told Scarlett like two hours ago

pls don't tell me she went psycho satan on you

no

She was completely calm about it

she told me to make a decision

her or Sky

yes

and?

what should I do?

WTF PICK SKYLAR YOU BASTARD

TEAM SKYLEX FOR LIFE

I MEAN YOU KISSED HER WHEN YOU WITH SCARLETT

WHY NOT?

not the helpful advice I was looking for

: how was that?

I mean I literally gave you your answer

yeah but why should I choose Sky?

I mean Scarlett is so nice and sweet

she never gets mad and insults me

she doesn't hate me one day and love me the next

she doesn't piss me off, she's supportive and she's the perfect girl

yeah but she's not the perfect girl for you

Scarlett lacks the fire that Sky has. You remember that?

anytime you're with Sky you're having some piss ass argument over something ridiculous

but you can tell that ven though you're arguing you're in love with her

you could argue until hell freeze over but as long as you were with her you'd be fine

It's been Skylar this whole time

and what's wrong with a little back-and-forth?

Sky brings out this side of you that you're afraid to show and idk why

you buy her food. You take her on dates. You joke around. You seem so lively and you're being you. It doesn't bother you at all

god staring at you and Scarlett together is like watching a pot boil.

just pick Sky

not because I say so (even though I'm damn right)

it's your decision bruhh

and if you don't pick sky, you'll spend the rest of your life wondering if you made the right decision by not being with her

you went through all that effort of fucking anon texting her until the sky fell

believe me.. she was just insecure since you know you're popular and all but she likes you since forever

and she finally warmed up to you and admitted she loves you

AND NOW YOU QUESTION IT?

I guess

I'll think about it. I'm really confused right now

thanks tho, it means a lot

and I really am sorry

I gave you a huge speech about love and that's my response r u serious?

WHATAVA good luck