You're still coming tonight right?

Sky please it's about an hour before 2014 end

It's New Year's Eve

I really want to see you don't be such an old lady

**violently sobs**

you've promised **violently wiped tears**

**violently stab myself**

I am on my way

But I'm not enjoying myself

this is mental abusive

thank you baby ILY

"Hey Alex," I quickly locked my phone.

"Taylor?" She raises an eyebrow as I slip my phone into my back pocket.

"Who are you texting?"

"My mom, she says hi by the way."

"Come on Alex, you're missing the party," she tries to drag me by my arms but my head shakes no.

"I can't wait for our New Year's kiss," Yeah I can't wait it to be Sky.

"I need to get a drink."

"Okay," she huffs.

You know how badly I want you to be my New Year's kiss

I know me too :/

I'm walking inside and this party already suck

**

I walk inside to find Hayley, Dan, and Sam

"Sky. I never thought you're coming?" Hayley smiles.

"I change my mind," I lied.

"Good improvement loosen up tonight, find someone," she winks. I know what she's trying to say. I scrunch my nose with her remarks.

"Well, I gotta go get Dan have fun." I haven't responded and she already disappears into the crowd.

Thanks for leaving me partner.

"Hey Sky," I turn around when someone taps my shoulder. My heart beats faster and my palm is getting sweaty.

"Hey Kyle," I smiled. Smooth Sky, smooth.

"Thanks for coming and you're extremely beautiful," What? Is it him? The guy I was currently texting is Kyle Hogan? Or it is just a coincidence. Nah, it's probably a coincidence or not but I don't care anyway because Kyle freaking Hogan is in front of me. 

"Thank you," I said. He is absolutely gorgeous, like always. Way to kill my self-esteem Kyle.

"Would you like to dance with me?" he reaches out his hand. Oh my god is going to be the death of me. For real? 

"Sure," I said, reaching his hand and he leads me to the dance floor.

**

I tried searching for Sky almost the entire corner of the house but she never came to my sight.

Sky where are you?

I stop my pace when I saw her on the dancing floor with someone. What the fuck?

Kyle?

Kyle is dancing with Sky?

I'm going to kill him. No, you're not. Like hell I am. Of course, so she'll know you're the unknown texter.

"Alex where the hell are you? The countdown almost starts, babe come on," Taylor pulls me into the middle of the living room where all the couples are standing including Sky and Kyle.

For god sake, if he tries to kiss her I'm going to murder him. Who are you kidding? She had a major crush on that douche. Yeah, right, way to pissed me off Mr subconscious.

I move slightly closer to Sky but she didn't notice me because she gave full attention to Kyle's pretty face.

I swear to god, they were testing my life right now. I wish he could just die or disappear from Sky. It should be me! Wrapping my hand around her waist and complimenting the sweetest thing in her ears. I am the one who should be kissing her.

The crowd starts counting down in a flash, my eyes never leave Sky and Kyle. I can see the way she adores Kyle's face and smiling from ear to ear. Who wouldn't when your crush is right in front of you.

Everybody starts cheering, I feel Taylor kiss me I didn't respond because all I see is Sky and Kyle.

Connecting their lips together.

 Kissing.

I feel broken like really broken. Like a millions of pins stab on your chest. She's kissing him, she's not pulling away, she's smiling, a happy smile, and it's not with me. And the worst part is she LIKES HIM WAY TOO MUCH.

I can't believe I'm starting off 2015 with a typical girl breaking my heart.

"Happy New Year baby, I can't wait to start this year with you," I heard Taylor whisper.

"Yeah."

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg

Hayley I need to tell you something

Please, holy shit you got to believe this

What? Omg I'm super excited and I saw you're talking to Kyle

Yes we did, we dance and he kissed me. For god sake is this how my 2015 begin?

0o0

WHAT??

WUT??

TAHW??

SHUT UP!!

HE DID???!

FOR REALZZ!!

HE REALLY DID ??

YES

DAYUMNN someones got laid this is a blessing congratzzzzzzz goals goals goals

SO you guys did the frickle frackle?

What?! No he just asked me out on a date tomorrow

I am so happy for you good luck with you getting laid

Yeah thanks and its not gonna happen. 

I turn off my phone with a smile trace on my face. Is this for real? Did Kyle just really kiss me? Not to mention he is super nice and sweet and non-asshole he asked me out on a date and for sure as hell I say yes. I mean who wouldn't? My mind suddenly trails to Mr. Tinker Bell, should I tell him?

Deep inside me was worried that he won't take it well.

I pick my phone and turn it on scrolling for his number.

Hey I just got home :)

Are you there?

Tinkerbell?

Justin?

Master?

Babe?

He isn't responding? What's weird he didn't even wish me Happy New Year.

Did he fall asleep? Wait it is half past one, of course he would, silly.

Happy New Year btw

Did you make New Year resolution?

Bc I did

One of it is I really want to meet you.. I mean that's on top of the list

 are you purposely ignoring me?

So I'll be clingy?

I can't stop thinking about you

Idk but I just want to tell you that I was really happy

Get up pls

just at least talk to me?

Tinker bell please

Peter pan needs you here

I lay on my bed scrolling to our previous conversation.

I feel bad for being mean the entire time. He was nice after all. I don't know why I keep picturing he'd got a beautiful face like Kyle or even like Alex? But one thing this person has a heart and never gave up in convincing me to give him a chance to gain my trust. He also cares about me.

Geez, why am I complimenting a stranger when I already had a boyfriend-to-be who I created a mountain of hope waiting for him to talk to me. Come on Sky this is what you need and basically your goal. Don't let an unknown texter change your mind.

My phone buzzes and I immediately scroll back down.

**

I groan as my phone keeps going off. It must be Sky I wasn't asleep after all, I ignore her because I'm mad and I can't get off the picture of her kissing Kyle in my mind. Dammit. Fuck.

You woke me up

You kissed Kyle I saw.

It broke my fucking heart.

Well, at least I'm a bit happy when I am on her first list of her resolution.

I can't wait to see you too.

You're mad?

About you kissing Kyle?

Of course, literally making me insane.

Of course not, I'm happy for you. You like him and congrats

Seriously, this is bullshit.

: thanks ...he asked me on a date tomorrow

Shit, please stop Sky.

: Are you friends with him?

Not really but we're cool

Lie.

: I'm sorry for waking you up

: I'm just kinda miss you since you've always texted me first. Happy New Year btw

If only you knew I wouldn't mind if you kept me up all night. I'm glad you care enough to text me.

I miss you too, more than a lot.

And I'm hurting so much. I wish you knew.

: Goodnight :)

night...