Nov 5

7:10pm

is regret tied to fear

It depends

oh no, an intellectual conversation goodbye

take me with you, my dude

do we only regret because we fear of the outcome

or do we regret, because we already know of the outcome

why the sudden questions

it was just a thought worth pondering

tell me, xiao

you are familiar with regret, no?

why do you ask

mere curiosity

the regret you previously felt was tied to the fear of the outcome, was it not

are you alright

yeah

it's only natural to be afraid of the unknown

you weren't aware of the accident's outcome, hence why you were regretful

hence why you were afraid

however sometimes, you feel regretful because you're already aware of what the outcome will be

did you hit your head this morning

are you still regretful now that you know qiqi is alright

can you be quiet for a moment

apologies, i got carried away

are you sure you're alright...

yeah

you speaking of regret so suddenly is odd, are you also regretful

indeed

there is no point in worrying abt the past

i'm not concerned abt the past

only the outcome of the past

you can't change the past

but can you change the result

you can

though tying yourself to the past will never let you move on

that's why holding grudges is pointless

can i regret holding a grudge

obviously

but it makes no difference to the outcome

that is subjective

if you regret holding a grudge, you experience guilt

guilt can make a difference to the outcome

but guilt can remain internal, it won't always impact your actions.

but it can play a role in your decisions

true, which is why you don't hold grudges.

sometimes, you feel as if you're given no choice but to hold a grudge

Which is why forgiveness is a virtue

To forgive is to move on

Holding grudges only burdens the heart and soul

forgiveness isn't always so easy

But it does always remain as an option

if you don't forgive, you can't move on ??

that is also subjective

you don't necessarily need to forgive to move on

however, that grudge may impact your future decisions

and what if it does?

what if it's the cause of something unforgivable, can redemption ever be achieved?

In that case, redemption can only be achieved once you've paid the price for what you caused

but what if it's smth really bad, what if there's no way to redeem yourself

there is always a way to redeem yourself.

although, that may not be so easy to recognize at first.

Forgiving yourself first can help with that

what if you believe that you don't deserve forgiveness

that's pitying yourself

and that will never allow for redemption

there is no point in pitying yourself, that's dumb.

because you can't change what already happened.

what else can you do

Forgive

you speak of forgiving as if it's so easy

some things are unforgivable

That may be true but all humans are flawed

Making mistakes, whether it's something major or minor, is inevitable

It can never be prevented

what the...

i open the groupchat and see y'all suddenly being philosophical 😰

is this groupchat finally being used for smth smart

zixin brought up quite the interesting topic

zixin?

i was curious to know, that's all

it seemed like smth more than just mere curiosity

are you looking for redemption, zixin

you can only look for smth that can be found

Then, do you truly believe you cannot redeem yourself?

is this abt the accident?

nevermind, i shouldn't have asked

it's fine

IS IT FIBALLY OVER

I THINK SO

man, they're back

guys, quickly go back to talking smart!!!

LMAO

SO RUDE

harrumph

fr bro

like have some respect towards the alphas

i am so tired of this one word.

me too 😒

Aw man, did I miss a fun conversation

yeah

all you missed was this zixin guy being emo

you like talking a lot, don't you

yeah, so what 😒?

so your mom

GOTTEM 😹😹‼️

LMAO

childe got a taste of his own medicine

SHUT UP ITTO THAT DOESBT EVEN MAKE SENSE 😡

IT'S STILL FUNNY BCUZ HE DID IT TO YOU 😹😹

STOP

it doesn't feel so good having it done to you, does it, childe

ok but i bet being so short doesn't feel good either 😹‼️

is ridiculing my average height the only thing you are capable of

average?? i bet my 10 year old brother is taller than you 😹😱🤣🤣

uh

xiao has been typing for awhile now...

rip childe ig

don't spare him, xiao

yeah.

WDYM BY THAT, AM I GOING TO DIE 😰😰?

i think so

i'll prepare your coffin

you're going to need to pay the full price tho 😒

i bet his slow ass is just trying to figure how to spell a word or smth LMAO 🤣🤣

i know this is going to be difficult for someone with a singular barely functioning braincell to comprehend, so i'll make this as brief as possible. i've absolutely fucking had it with you and your ridiculously infuriating attitude. do you find yourself humorous? do you think you're making anyone laugh? this will be laborious for smn with a pea sized brain such as yours to understand, but you are not funny 😐 you never were and never will be. tbh i pity you for having to deal with such stupidity on a daily basis and i pity your parents for giving birth to the literal embodiment of a disappointment. you bitch. you hoe. you absolute mistake. why don't you do all of us a favor and shut the fuck up. no really, never speak again. it's baffling to me that you even had the audacity to think that smn would want to listen to what you had to say. seriously, no one cares. the amount of solid rage and hatred i feel every time you send a message is larger than that huge ass ego of yours. if you don't take that ugly ass smile you always put on and get the fuck out of my sight, i will personally make your life a living hell. i will make sure that you never see the light of day again, i will simply hurt you in ways that you cannot even imagine. then, we will see how well you make jokes. consider this a warning, you ugly ass over sized man child ginger piece of shit.

HSLPX ME HE WROTE AN ENTIRE ESSAY

couldn't have said it better myself

DAMN CALM DOWN

i am calm

lol

sheesh...

deserved.

OH MY ARXHONS

WHAT DID I EVEB DO GODDAMN

when he types an entire paragraph describing his hatred just for you 🥵💥

STOP

what the actual fuck is wrong with you

idk tbh

but yolo 🥵🥵‼️😹👍

is it hard?

what's hard

being so incredibly stupid.

HEY, NOW THAR WAS JUST UNCALLED FOR

i think it was completely called for

yea

you're pretty stupid, tartaglia

it's not even surprising at this point

haters gonna hate 😡👎

SO TRUE!!

don't let them get to you, my ginger dude

i won't, my giant comrade. i will keep slaying.

i love to see it

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