hello y/n

i uh

i'm sorry

why

i mean i know why but i'm going to ask anyway because i genuinely don't know how else to respond

i.

for everything

i've been harsh to you for no apparent reason

well ig there was a reason

but it wasn't a good one

i understand

and it's alright

i'm not done, shut

i mean uh be quiet for a moment

oh ok...

i don't blame you for what happened

i was just upset that you also played a role in the accident

before finding out it was you, i wanted to hate the driver

but i can't hate you

so i hate myself for it instead

and i know pitying myself won't do anything but it makes living a bit more tolerable

it's way easier to hate myself than to hate you

regardless of that, i just wanted to explain why i treated you in such a manner

i don't know why i'm like this but i am

i don't feel any sort of resentment towards you

i understand why you acted the way you did

you don't need to apologize for it

but i do

you've been nothing but kind to me yet i still treated you like shit

idk why you've tolerated me for so long

isn't it kind of obvious

what's obvious?

hh nothing nvm

but i do appreciate your apology

so yeah thanks

i understand if you wish to part with me now

what no

you're making it seem like i've been completely innocent in this case

when i'm also at fault for what happened

no you're not

there was no way you could've prevented the accident

same goes for you

ig you're right abt that

but you should stop blaming yourself for it

i will if you will

why tf

seriously tho

fine then, whatever you say

good smh

i really don't deserve your kindness

idk what makes you say that

but who cares if you do or not

i'm nice to you because i choose to be

yea ig so

but it's still really weird

then ig i'm weird

you are

so are you smh

hm

let's be weird together then

omg you said it this time

wait ignore that

why the fuck did i say that what

IT'S TOO LATE HAHA

don't think deleting your message will do anything

i already saw it and screenshotted 😋

stfu. no you didn't

LMAO

are you embarrassed

no.

mhm

shut up, don't mhm me

mhm mhm

😐

i'm sorry i'll stop

it's just fun teasing you

and also incredibly irritating

nahh you probably also have fun

no, i do not

sure

smh

and also

thank you, y/n

for

for understanding, idiot

ohh

you're welcome 😹👍

is that sarcasm

NO NO

i just didn't know how else to respond

but fr tho

you don't need to thank me for that

i do

ohjfjf

well now it's awkward again

it's only awkward if you make it awkward

then how do i make it not awkward

you're asking the wrong person

dammit, i forgot we are both equally as awkward.

haha

that haha was terrifying

never laugh like that again

i've also seen you laugh like that fym

i do it ironically??

i don't actually laugh like haha

wait, can you even laugh

no. i haven't laughed once in my entire lifetime

i genuinely can't tell if that's sarcasm or not

it's not

or that

are you dumb

yeah. i thought we already established that

multiple times

dumbass

can i be your dumbass

sure

HUH

are you being slash jay or slash es are es rn

idk what that means but i was kidding

NOO

time to violently sob into my pillow

haha why tf

no offense but you're dense

and stop saying "haha" say lol or smth idk

how am i dense

internally screaming rn

nothing! nevermind!!

you're being strange

lol

just in my goofy mood

i am not okay! hahaha

why are you being so confusing

bcuz you're being difficult

how am i being difficult

siri, how do i answer a question without answering the question

wtf are you talking about

i feel like i'm just giving the both of us a headache so i will stop now

quickly changing the topic

hru

hru

but hru

no hru

i asked first mf. hru

idc you answer first. hru

no 😐

you answer first. hru

too bad 😐 you're going to need to answer first. hru

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

did that answer your question

what the fuck

are you ok

yes, never have been better

now answer my question

i'm alright

fr? or are you lying to get me to leave you alone

fr

ok good...

idiot

idiot

wtf. did you just call me an idiot

maybe

you're the idiot, not me

no you

no you

no you

i realize now that we argue too much

no you

you just realized?

no you

yes!

is that a bad thing

idk

i don't think so

i mean, i argue with hu all the time and we're still friends

right, we're friends

yeah

yeah...

welp ima go eat smth now, ttyl xiaoxiao

ttyl idiot y/n

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