I wish I could say sorry. I want to wrap my arms around her tight. I want her close to me. I want to be with her right now, saying sorry over and over so she can forgive me.

But I can't.

I didn't see her all day. Why? Because I felt like I hurt her, and I stayed back in the breaker room the rest of the day.

It has been a while since I've been in the breaker room. Only things in there were pretty much wires.

I sat in a corner, replaying what I've done in my head repeatedly. When ever I went to the part when I grabbed her hand and saw her face, I started to get a bit teary.

Why would I do such a thing? What happened to me? What did she see in me?

Thoughts filled in my mind, and I couldn't shut them out. It was like they were yelling at me.

"Fred?"

I jumped when I heard that sound. It was Bon bon.

Footsteps came closer. I was about to jump on my feet and run until I head him say, "Fred, I know you're there."

I give a quiet sigh, then sat back down. Bon bon sat beside me.

"Soooo... what happened back there? With (y/n)." They've second he said her name, I felt my eyes get teary. I wiped them with my sleeve.

"I got... mad. And I scared her. It's all my fault." A tear rolled down my cheek, but I quickly wiped it off without Bon bon noticing. "I hate these." I mumbled. Bon bon looked at me. "Hate what?"

"These... emotions."

"(Y/n) told me that they can be hard to handle."

"Yeah, I've noticed..." I sniffed. "And now she hates me. I bet she's packing her stuff and leaving right now. I bet she thinks I'm still the child murderer I was originally built to be."

Bon bon stood up and walked in front of me, so he could see my face. I looked away, but he grabbed both of my cheeks and turned my head towards him. His eyes looked straight at mine.

"What?" I mumbled. He slapped me.

"Ow! Wha- what was that for?!" I whimpered as I rubbed my cheek.

"I may not be a expert on emotions and humans, but I do know this: don't let small things take over you. (Y/n) forgives you. She still loves you. She's up there on your stage, worried sick about you. She's thinking that she did something wrong. Now get up!" He ordered as he yanked me on my feet.

"Ok ok, I'm going!" I growled as Bon bon kept pushing me towards the door.

"Get yo butt up there, say sorry, give her big hug, and give her a passionate kiss!" He then kicked my foot, which made me yelp.

"BY THE POWER OF TRUE LOVE!!!" He shouted as he continued kicking.

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Me and Bon bon peeked from they door frame. We saw (y/n) pacing on the stage, her arms crossed, mumbling something.

"Look what you did to her." Bon bon mumbled as he gave a disappointed head shake. I rolled my eyes. "Go do your thing, fuzzy charming." He pushed me with his foot. I quietly walked towards (y/n), who stopped and just stood there. As I got closer, I heard her say something.

"It's all my fault, I shouldn't have pressured him to tell me..." she whispered. I felt myself get a bit broken.

"(Y-y/n)?" I quaked. I had no idea why I was so scared. Maybe because I thought she was going to be mad at me?

She turned around to reveal her face, her cheeks wet from the tears rolling down her face. When she looked at me, her face turned into happiness and she tackled me with a hug.

"Im so *hic* sorry!" I suggested that she was crying so much that she got the hiccups. I hugged her tight.

"I'm *hic* sorry I didn't *hic* mean to..." she then started to sob again, so I pulled her close and laid her head on my chest. She tried to keep her sobs in, only her sniffs and hiccups coming out of her mouth. I held her body like it was the last time I was going to hug her.

"I'm ok, you're ok, we're ok..." I whispered. "It's ok... you hear my heartbeat? Just focus on that..." I guessed she did, because she fell silent, her body close to me. I gave soft shushes to her as she gave few hiccups. There was a moment of silence between us, like the world suddenly froze just to give us some time alone.

After the quiet moment, she backed away from me. Her eyes looked at the floor, and she mumbled, "im sorry."

I gave a soft chuckle. "For what?" I but her chin between my thumb and pointer finger and lifted her head so our eyes met. I gave a soft smile. "I'm the one who should be saying sorry, but before I do, I gotta do this so Bon bon can stop giving me faces." Before she got a chance to speak, I kissed her.

I had no idea why, but I kept getting that same feeling whenever she kisses me. I loved the feeling. It was like my first kiss with her, over and over, each better than the last. She pulled my collar so she could make our kiss deeper. My cold lips on her warm ones made me feel like she was fire and I was ice. I didn't want it to end, and I suggested that she didn't want it to either. I had no other way of describing it, but... it was just amazing.

Sadly, we parted, our breathing fast. My arms were still around her. Her hiccups stopped, I've noticed. Her (e/c) eyes looked like they were brighter, because her lips then turned into a smile.

"This is too adorable." Bon bon giggled. (Y/n) looked at him with an embarrassed smile, then looked back at me.

"Sorry about earlier." I whispered. She gave a soft smile, then leaned close to me, tugging my collar a bit more. I give a quiet chuckle and let my hands crawl to her waist.

"As long as you're ok, I'm ok." She smiled as she cupped a hand on my cheek. I gave a cat-like purr when she rubbed my cheek with her thumb. I was about to say something until a voice came.

"Did I come at a wrong time?" I turned to see one of (y/n)'s friends. The one that I didn't like.

"Toby!!" (Y/n) immediately let go of me and ran to him. I gave a low quiet growl as they hugged, but tried to keep calm. After that moment, Toby glanced up at me and smirked. "Hey, Fred."

"Hey." I mumbled, not looking at him.

"How did you know I was here?" (Y/n) said, his arms still wrapped around her.

"This place is quite popular for kids." He told. "Figured you were running it, and you were. Do you work here alone? I mean, besides the others?"

"Yeah! It's pretty great. I missed you and the others!" She gave him another hug. "Wait, then why are you here?" She suddenly asked.

"Oh yeah, almost forgot. Me and the others are planning a little reunion, and I was hoping if you can come?"

"You know I'm not a social person." She smiled.

"Aw come on! There's gonna be, like, literally 5 people!"

"Nope."

"Pleeeeeeeeeeease? I'll buy you something! Anything!"

"Can you buy me a car?"

"Actually, yes."

(Y/n) looked at him. "You're kidding."

"No." He took out his keys and tossed them in the air. (Y/n) caught them and gave Toby a questioned look. "I... I can't accept this."

"No no, take them! I have, like, three other cars at my house. Besides, a beautiful girl needs a beautiful car." He winked at her, making her blush. I really wanted to punch this guy now.

"Ooo someone's jealous!" I heard someone whisper in my ear. I turned to see Bon bon smirking.

"No I'm not." I grumbled.

"Soooo you comin'?" Toby asked her.

"Ugh, I guess so, but only for the car." She giggled. Then she did something that made me want to punch Toby right in the face... she gave him a KISS ON THE CHEEK!

His face turned red a bit then he chuckled. "Alright, we can leave right now, if you'd like.

"Ok, I'll do some stuff then I'll be ready."

I let out a breath that I've been holding in.

"Did you see that, Freddy?" Bon bon giggled. "She gave him a kiss! Does that make you jealous?"

"N-no. She was just doing that because he gave her the... the keys." My hands turned into fists as the thought of that guy came into my head.

"Suuuure!" Bon bon teased. "I suggest you go with (y/n). Toby could make her change her mind!" I was about to ask what he was going to make her changed her mind about, until it hit me.

This guy was charming, handsome, everything that (y/n) might love. If he had the perfect chance, he could actually take her away from me!

"You ok, Freddy?"

I jolted out of my thoughts and looked at (y/n). She had a curious look on her face, her eyes big. I didn't want to lose her. She was pretty much the only person that made me feel like I was special.

"Oh, yeah, I was just thinking of stuff." I put a smile on my face.

"Would you like to come? I might be bored over there."

"You should goooo..." Bon bon whispered on my ear. He was right. I should go.

"Sure. Why not?" I smiled. "Bon bon, would you like to come?"

"Nah, I'm just going to be a awkward bunny there. People these days aren't as pure as me." He muttered he last sentence under his breath. "And besides, this is pretty much a date for you two, right?"

(Y/n) rolled her eyes, then bopped his nose. He gave a small giggle. "I'll take that as a yes!" He said.

"I'll be right back, ok, Fred?" (Y/n) said as she then bopped my nose. I gave a nod, then she left to do her thing.