if you really knew me you would know

how many hours of sleep i have lost for you.

you would know how many pillows i have

soaked with my tears.

you would know how many texts ive hit

delete on, rather than hitting send.

you would know that my day starts and

ends with you.

you would know how many times you

cross my mind in a single day.

and you would know that it's you.

that it has always been you.

even in your worst moments,

even in your best.

you would know it's always been me on

your side, despite all this pain you have

put me through.

you would know it has always been me.

and if you really knew yourself,

you would've know that you should have

never picked her,

when you could have had me.