everything you have

and everything you are

is just the most incredible mess

of chromosomes, dna, atoms

and all that shit i don't understand.

you are an incredible gift to everyone

who gets to be in your presence and

you don't even realize that.

i could make some other jokes

about sex and it having to do with

science and,

"i couldve sworn we had chemistry"

with a little smirk but i'm not going to.

because none of that's true.

we don't have chemistry.

you have chemistry with other people

and i have phsycology across the hall.

you see, i think and try to interpret

what's going on in your head when

you say you're having a chemical

reaction with someone who is

dissolving your fucking

iridescent smile.

and while you're studying reactions

i'm looking at you across the hallway

seeing the colours fade and change

into different ones.

you think your light shines brighter

when you're around certain people

but it doesn't.

i know when it really shines,

it shines the brightest when you

mix alcohol to create a new substance

which makes you giggle

and feel loose.

i've seen your smile fade and

glow in many different ways,

you just have to learn to quit

mixing your chemicals with

someone else's toxins and change

your perspective on yourself.

adjust the angle, figure your shit

out before you add yourself to

create an explosive.