i find comfort in the

women that hold me close

i find insecurity in the men

that dishonour my trust

i find refuge in the

women that lift me up

i find despair in the men

that knock me down

i find love in the women

that protect my soul

i find pain in the men

that tear me apart

i find an open shoulder

on the women that don't

mind tear soaked t shirts

i find screams caught in my

throat from the men that

don't understand

the word no.