i hope you are proud hecate,

you ruined stargazing

and last night i've dreamt your

pyramid shaped perfume bottle,

sunburnt glass smelling of strawberries.

i hope you are proud hecate,

i started smoking again

my eyes water blood

my throat burns with the heat of a thousand suns.

i hope you are proud hecate,

i got into a fist fight with lucius today

my eye is sprinkled with crushed blackberries.

i hope you are proud hecate,

you're killing me

i'm fading in your embrace.

is this what you wish for?