I'm all choked up

I can't talk.

maybe it would be better if I could just walk

Away from these people and back into bed

because right now I really need to clear my head.

I feel like no one loves me for who i am

And when my body is the one thing I can't stand

If not i,

Who's going to be there

to hold my hand?

Please Tell me it's going to be alright

Even if you're lying

For I've spent too much time here hiding to not be crying tears from this dried out lake, but how am I supposed to heal when everyone tells me my feelings are fake?