The whole time in the car neither me or Felix didn't uttered a word. I could tell Felix was nervous and could see that his mind was racing. I knew I needed to leave him alone and just be here for him and when he's ready to talk he will.

We walk In the therapist office and I go over to the receptionist and tell her Felix is here for him.

I sit next to him in the lobby and wait.

"Listen you don't have to talk about things you not comfortable talking about" I tell him breaking the silence

"I know" he nods

I give him a small smile of encouragement "here read a magazine" I hand him a random magazine

"Woman's health?" He laughs

"Educate yourself" I laugh

About 5 minutes later Felix name is called, he looks at me. "I'll be here" I tell him

"I'll see you in a little bit" he says and follow the receptionist

I wonder what they are going to talk about? I try not to think of the appointment I have tomorrow and wonder what I'm going to talk to her about.

After an hour of just sitting in this chair and reading most of the magazines they have on the table, Felix comes walking out.

"Ready?" He asks me and I try to read his face to see how his experience with the therapist went but it's blank like usual.

"Yeah" I nod and follow out the door, to the parking lot and into his car

He doesn't say anything and I try to wait to see if he would talk first "how did it go?" I finally ask

He sighs "fine I guess. Like you said it was just some basic questions" he shrugs

"Do you think you'll go back?" I can't help but ask him

"I know my father wants me to" is all he says

"I have a appointment tomorrow" I tell him

"Good luck"

"Yeah" I say looking down at my hands still a little worried I'm going to slip up or something

I see Felix look at me every once in awhile. He pulls up in his driveway and before I get a chance to open the door he looks at me. "Do you want me to go with you tomorrow?" He asks and I look at him, most people would just say that to be nice but that's not Felix plus the look on his face I can tell he actually really means it

"Really?" I ask just to make sure he's not messing with me

He shrugs "you were here for me" he gives me one of those small smile of his

"Um okay yeah"I fumble with my words not knowing what to say "I'll see you tomorrow" I finally get out

"See you then" he says and we open the car door