"Okay what do you think of this?" Samara holds up a black crop top that has some skulls on it

"That's cute. It will look good with those shorts you bought" I tell her as I look through the clothes rack

"That's what I was thinking" she agrees

Me and Samara have gotten closer I mean we aren't as close as me and Mary, but Me and Mary have been through a lot together.

"So Felix told me about his parents" I say and watch her expression

She gives me a sad look "I didn't think it was my place to say anything"

"I get it" I say understanding "but I guess it makes since now why he's so grouchy"

"Yeah he was different before everything" she sighs "he's just so distant now and different that it's hard to be close to him"

"My parents died too" I blurt out

She looks over at me and has a shocked expression "I thought they might of but I didn't want to ask"

"I get why Felix is the way he is. For awhile I was like him in a different way"

"You seem pretty together"

"I'm getting better" I shrug "my aunt wants me to see a therapist" I sigh not really wanting too

"And you don't?" She says picking up on my tone

"I just don't want to sit in a room with a stranger and talk about my feelings and all that" I say and it's not that I don't have a big issue with therapist I've seen them before, like when my parents died, but now I can see ghost and I- I killed someone and all that stuff its kind of hard to tell someone because I feel like they will think I'm crazy.

"It might make you feel better I mean I'm sure if you don't like it your aunt will understand" she says as she looks through the clothes next to me

"Yeah well I have a appointment tomorrow so wish me look" I say with fake enthusiasm

"Maybe you should convince Felix to go. I feel like he needs to talk to someone before he explodes" she says with concern in her voice

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I sit in the lobby of the waiting room in my therapist office, I'm really nervous because I'm not sure what I'm going to say when I get in there. I can't stop shaking my leg, I'm so nervous. "Okay you have to stop" aunt Lora says putting a hand on my knee so I stop shaking my leg "I knew I shouldn't of let you have a second cup of coffee"

"Sorry" I apologized "what am I going to talk about?" I ask her

"What ever you want to" she tells me and pats my leg before she moves it

"Well I can't talk about the ghost thing for sure" I sigh

"Yeah I wouldn't" she agrees

"This almost feels like a first date" I joke

She laughs "I think you'll like her tom said she was the best" I can't help but roll my eyes when I hear toms name

"Jessica?" The recipentat says looking for me telling me I'm next

"See you in a little bit" aunt Lora give me an encouraging smile as I follow the receptionist to the therapist office

She opens the door for me and as soon as I walk in she shuts it. I look and see the therapist she looks to be about mid 30s, blonde with her hair in a bun and readers glasses on. She's really pretty but her expression on her face and body language scares me.

"Take a seat" she says without emotion

I sit down on the couch and we stare at each other from across the room.

"I like the pillow" I point at the pillows on the couch because that's the only thing I could come up with

"May I call you Jessica?" She asks

"Sure" I tell her

"Okay Jessica why don't you tell me about yourself?"

"Well" I say trying to think and come up blank "I'm in high school, my two best friend are Mary and Eli." I can see ghost" I like too read" that's all I can come up with

She write something down then looks back up at me " tell me about your friends Mary and Eli?"

"Well I haven't known them to long but we are clicked immediately"

"We're Mary and Eli friends before they met you?"

"Yeah they are actually dating now"

"Does that make you unhappy?" She ask me

"No they are prefect together" I shake my head

"How's school?" She asks me a new set of questions

"It's good" I tell her not really knowing what to say

"Are you making good grades?"

"Yes" I nod

"What about friends? Have you made friends here?"

"I mean I'm still new but I have one friend Samara she's cool"

She nods and writes something else down.