I was beyond irritated and incredibly tired Lilly, Dustin, and I were currently in my office trying to find out something to keep Autumn busy. Normally I wouldn't care if she was in there counting each strand of hair on her head but I was going to be away for the week and I really didn't need her in there bringing attention to herself. We've been in here for hours and still we've come up with nothing, all their ideas were trash and I knew she would hate them.

"Have a few pups with her, that will definitely keep her busy" Dustin said a wide grin on his face as if he was the funniest guy ever

I rolled my eyes and rubbed my temples as I felt the slight pinch of a headache coming along, "why are you such a dumbass?"

"I'm serious though what better way to keep busy and to grow to love each other, it's killing two birds with one stone " he said

"Please stop talking," I warned him, the more he spoke the more I felt my headache and that only made me more irate

"Well what does she like ?" Lilly asked me, it was clear in her tone that she was getting upset as well

"I don't know you're her only friend here I should be asking you," I said sitting up straight to look at her

"Piss off! You're her mate you still don't know anything about her?"

I gave her a flat look and took a sharp breath then exhaled just as sharp having it sound like a loud sigh, "uhh," I began to think of what she might like from the time that I spent with her "she likes outside, a lot" I said remembering the time she was outside and she kept squealing like a piglet

"So give her the garden," Dustin said shooting another stupid idea

"The garden Dustin yeah I'm just gonna give her something that belongs to the whole house, sounds about fair" I said sarcastically

He shrugged and held Lilly's hand and gave her a kiss on the cheek and Lilly blushed at the slight affection. These two were perfect for each other no doubt about it and their kind of love was the purest and most innocent kind. That was the kind everyone should have, but of course since the universe and all of her stars are against me I'm cursed with forceful love.

"I got it!" Lilly shouted she smiled and let out a squeal of happiness

"Cough it up then," I urged I was ready to get out of here even if her idea was garbage -like most of them were- I had to get out of here all this talking about Autumn only made my wolf crave to see her and seeing these two together only made me miss my princess, Raven.

"I can't believe I didn't think of this sooner," she said clasping her hands together and letting out another squeal I rolled my eyes and hit my hand on the table so she can hurry up and spill, "we give her, her own design studio!" She yelled enthusiastically

"Design studio?" Both Dustin and myself questioned

She rolled her eyes this time and sighed exasperatedly, "yes! She was a damn fashion designer before all this remember and I'm sure she wants to do some designing,"

"Didn't she just come out with a new line? You modeled for her new line why would she want to do another ?" Dustin asked

"Are you dumb?" She asked him earning a chuckle from me and a scowl from Dustin, "that's her favorite thing to do, she's been designing and modeling since she was in her early teens that's literally her life. That's like asking why would Mason be an asshole today if he was being one yesterday? "

"What happened to respecting your alpha?" I asked my face serious but I'm pretty sure they can hear the playfulness in my voice

"Mason please let's do this for her, she'll love it" she begged folding her hands

"Where are we even gonna get the room for this studio?" I asked picking my hair up to put it in a ponytail

"We have that empty room on the west wing" Dustin said

"The one by the lab ?" I asked

Lilly nodded eagerly and smiled small, "no," I said

Both groaned and Dustin put his head on the table, "whyy?" He whined

"She doesn't even know we have a lab I never took her to the west wing she's too nosy"

Before I even realized Lilly's soft chocolate brown eyes turned dark and hard a mean scowl replaced her sweet smile, "forget this then everything we've told you, you shot down so now you decide and deal with it this is no longer our problem. I missed dinner and I miss my bed, goodnight!" She got up from her position on the couch and stood up dragging Dustin with her.

"Are they level ?" Jack asked me after he fixed the crutches to where they were perfect height for me now

I nodded and bit the inside of my cheek lightly, I was trying to decide if I wanted to go through with my plan of getting some much needed dick tonight. A part of me was saying no, Jack was gorgeous and all but he was also apart of my "mates" pack and that's a little bit much if I sleep with one of his pack members... aren't they like brothers? But another part, the part that made me female, was telling me, matter of fact begging me to go for it.

He had asked me to walk around the room using the crutches so I can get used to them and as I was I had to ask him something, "how close are you and Mason ?" I didn't wanna do anything with him if they were super close, if not then Whose Mason? Yeah I don't know him either.

He smiled lightly and I stood from across the room from him chewing on the side of my cheek in anticipation of his answer, "not very," he said

YES! I mentally celebrated in my head and proceeded to walk towards him," we don't really take time to talk and get to know each other but I guess you can say we have a bond"

I stopped halfway and my brows arched making a slight frown, "bond?" I came off sounding more disappointed than I wanted to

He chuckled lightly and put his hands in his sweats pockets, "he's my alpha," he shrugged "we care for each other like family,"

I nodded and decided to just drop it, if they have a family bond I don't want to mess that up just cause I'm dickprived. He had a small smirk on his face as he looked me over but I decided to ignore it and I continued to walk to him. Once there he took the crutches from me and I hopped to my bed the short distance not bothering me. I sat on the edge of bed and pushed myself back.

"Thank you for relieving me from boredom, I was seconds from killing myself," I half joked

"Oh yeah anytime," he smiled flashing his beautiful teeth and his single dimple creeping, "why haven't you ever been anywhere else ? There's so much to do here"

I let out a sharp breath, "that monster keeps me trapped in here all day while he kicks back with the dumbass" I said

He chuckles and sits next to me when I make room for him, "whose the dumbass?" He asked amusement in his tone

"Oh Raven," I said matter of factly "that's what I call her cause that's what she is" I said the last part quieter

He laughed which resulted in me laughing as well but it was brief, "man," he says shaking his head as he was coming down from his laugh "you know people don't know what they have till it's gone" he says now normal and seriousness all in his eyes

"What do you mean?" I asked him, that girl is never gonna be gone and Mason is quite fond of her he knows exactly what he has and he's not planning on letting her be gone

"I'm talking about you," he smiled "you're gorgeous and not to mention extremely talented in what you do and I know how passionate you are about the things you love and believe in, you're a great person and you're going to make an amazing Luna. Anyone would be lucky to have you as a mate and the man who does have is taking you for granted, he'll only realize your worth once it's too late" he said, I could see how genuine he was being by the way his eyes danced and brightened

I smiled and inched closer, "someone's done their research," I teased

He smiled seductively and licked his plump lips, "once I heard my new Luna was a fashion icon I had to know more," our eyes met and I felt the shift of the atmosphere or that could've just been my dickprivation howling.

"I'm not a Luna, call me by my name" I said my eyes going to his lips, they were so plump and juicy looking he must have notice me staring at them cause he licked his lips and slowly bit them teasingly

"Alright Ms. Rhodes," he said a smirk on his lips, my eyes averted to his my brow raising and a little smile on my lips

He gave a light chuckle at my reaction and his eyes went to my lips, good he wanted me just as bad. Without even thinking I was inching closer and finally made the contact. His lips were soft and he got right to business, our lips moved in sync with each other and my hunger for more deepened. I moved closer leaving no space between us any more and he moved his head to a position where I got better access. I felt his tongue graze my lip asking for permission and I gladly let his soft tongue roam my mouth. His tongue battling mine felt so wrong yet it was so satisfying, I put my hands in his hair and gained better access my tongue gaining dominance. I pulled on the hairs on the back of his head earning a pleasing soft groan.

"Just Autumn," I said breaking the kiss earning a damn sexy smile from him

His hand grabbed my waist and pulled me on top of his lap my legs on either side of him and began leaving kiss trails along my jaw going down to my neck, he licked and sucked at my skin lightly making sure to not mark me but as soon as he found my sweet spot he sucked even rougher earning a couple moans from me. The feel of his tongue and lips on my skin felt nice and each kiss was rougher than the last, he gave it a tiny bite and started to leave kisses on my collar bone. I felt his big hands grip my waist to pull me closer into his chest, soon his hands were under my loose t-shirt and the next thing I knew my bra was off and in another blink my was shirt was thrown behind me. His eyes examined my nude top and I can see the lust and hunger in his eyes but I didn't miss the admiration and awe. His hands touched my skin, his hands were warm and soft he went up and cupped my breasts in his hands.

As I looked at the situation I wasn't feeling it as much, this all felt so wrong and so ugly I couldn't go through with it. As sexy as Jack was I couldn't do this I felt guilty for some reason and it pained me, I didn't enjoy any of this anymore even as he went back to my sweet spot all I could feel was him sucking on my neck like a vampire. I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him away from my neck, he licked his lips, his eyes still held in that lust making this even harder to do.

"Let's stop," I said low biting my pulsing lips

Confusion took over his expression and his hands rested at my hips, then as he looked over my face it's like realizations hit him and he smiled lightly and nodded. He moved his hands off me and rested them on his side as I climbed from on top of him. He stood up from the bed and went to get me my bra which landed all the way on the floor opposite of us.

"You're a really good Lu-" I gave him a look and he stopped talking for moment a smile on his face "a really good person Autumn," he finished handing me my bra

I took it from him and started putting it on, I looked away from him fearing he would see the smile on my face. It was a nice thing to say being our current situation i felt less guilty about everything but that was short lived when the door unlocked and before I could even reach my shirt the door opened revealing none other. As he took in the scene laid before him I could see rage written in his eyes as he looked at me then changed to death as they averted to Jack.

"Fuck" I breathed