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I could feel my heart beat increase when I looked at her.

She didn't loom happy at all but rather serious... I was just thinking bcz I still couldn't accept the fact that she was now married... & I could do nothing about it...

I wanted to walk away but my body seemed to stiffen up as I looked at her interwined hands with my best buddy...

My numb body seemed to soften up a bit after there was a loud bang.

I quickly walked away from them to my house which was only a block away.

As soon as I entered my house, I burst out crying loudly & badly on the floor... I couldn't process anything, things seemed to be rushing ahead. This feeling was unexplainable & definitely unbearable... I couldn't stay like this forever, either I had to move on, which I knew wasn't happening & either... I had to end this all now, end this suffering & desperation. I stayed like that on the floor for god knows how long... my phone kept vibrating & with one go, I blocked myself from the social media, from my friends & from her.

*6 months later*

I couldn't move on. Every single day I spent at least an hour crying for her. I felt empty, as If I had lost my most important organ, as if I had lost my other half. I dint hear from anyone, I stated an online job where I kept myself anonymous & I ordered food & groceries online. I didn't even step outside for a single minute from the last 6 months... I just felt like I didn't need it.

No one came to visit me either

*Ding*

For the first time in months I heard the door bell ring. A sound that I flinched to, a sound that had been unfamiliar. I dragged my body to the door, not minding to look at anyone. I opened the door & saw the same pair of shoes that would come knocking on my door every weekend... The face that was terribly familiar yet extremely unfamiliar. I swore my heart skipped a beat for a minute as I locked eyes with the girl who I loved & still love but increasingly.

She looked straight into me, but her eyes which were once filled with joy & happiness were filled with pain & sorrow...

She looked at me harshly biting her soft lips causing them to swell.

'Hi'

It was Euphoric hearing her voice after what seemed like ages.

It was awkward for a few moments especially when we both were just staring at each other.

'How have you been?'

I could not form a simple sentence. My mind seemed to stop & my body seemed numb.

I thought I was done with life when she quickly hugged me, something for which I could give my entire life savings & earnings just to get.

I was frozen, I panicked, I dint know what to do.

My heart shattered when I felt my shirt wet, she was crying...

My biggest weakness was her & her crying.

I knew sje was tryong to stop it buy couldn't, I pulled apart to see her red, teat stained face which she quickly wiped away & gave me her brightest smile but I knew she was hiding her pain behind it.

'Aren't you gonna invite me in?'

She jokingly said & giggled, how I wished to hear that sound.

I just simply nodded still dumbfounded by this unexpected feeling.

We sat down 3 feet apart, normally we would be sitting as close as we could, cuddling back in the days.

'So.. what's up?'

I didn't answer & somehow this rage seemed to build up in me... how is she so casual after almost making me end my life?

I scrunched my nose & poked my cheek with my tongue.

'What happened? are you angry?'

She still remembers my habits.

'Jungkook?'

'Please answer me'

'Kookie, how have you been?'

'YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW HOW I HAVE BEEN?...

Fine then.....

I slowly died everyday thinking about you, crying, just lying on the floor & crying, I lost all my senses, I cut myself off from the world. I wasted my time for... For you. I want to go & kill myself but you're thoughts stopped me. I was acting like a 14 year old when his girlfriend breaks up with him &... you're not even mine'

Those empty words were enough to explain his situation.

'Jungkook...'

She said as he rubbed his hand on his forehead feeling extreme pain & stress

'Please...'

Her voice kept interrupting & annoying him, pushing him to his limits. He felt guilty for shouting at her but he couldn't help it.

'Jungkook'

'Kookie please baby'

He opened his eyes only to meet her teary brown orbs

'Do you know how much I wanted you? How much I loved you? How much I spent every day from the past 6 years thinking about you!!?? All you did was break me, kill me. You went out WITH MY BEST FRIEND!!! I can't believe I wasted my time on someone like you'

'Jungkook plea-!'

'CAN'T YOU STOP? Go marrying anyone you want bcz now... I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOU, I HATE Y-'

'I HAVE CANCER!!!'

She yelled at him making him stop breathing for for a few seconds.

He looked at her blinking for several times, confused & shook.

On the other hand, Lisa was a crying mess, sobbing uncontrollably. Bawling on the carpet.

The neighbours outside were like 'damn'

He brought himself close to her

'W-what?'

His voice was shaking badly as he gently brought her close to him

'YOU HEARD THAT!

I- I had c-cancer'

She broke down again &

Jungkook was clueless again, he couldn't process what she just said.

He got back to his senses after he saw her shame terribly a couple of times.

'W-what?'

'They forced me to marry Tae bcz I had cancer & needed a quick surgery, both their companies told us we had ro decide in 2 days & I couldn't stop thinking about you. My mother kept pressuring me to marry him otherwise I would die. She told me we could divorce in 6 months after my surgery was done.'

'No-no. You're joking right?'

She nodded no while crying loudly

'How-what happened then?'

'It went successful & I divorced with Tae just today. I wanted to come to you as fast as I could so I can tell you how much I love you, how much you mean to me, how much I want to see you, hold you & have you by my side. I love you Jungkook'

Those words were enough to give him a heart attack, have him walk on the clouds. His heart seemed to experience an euphoric feeling & swell with happiness & pride.

'Lisa... I love you. More than all the stars combined in the 7 skies, more than all the humans could in the world. You make me feel special, make my heart go boom boom everything you're around. I wanted to say this fo you a long time before but... Jeon Lalisa, would you be my girlfriend'