I quickly wiped my tears as I completely shattered inside. Seeing my biggest crush & bestest friend getting married. I looked at the girl who was now going to be called Mrs. Kim, she was supposed to be called Mrs. Jeon right? It hurts like hell. Wasting no time I stand up & wander around the humongous garden they had booked. The sea was clearer than ever right before me as i remembered my first time meeting her.

*Flashback*

'Hey Jungkook, I'm Lisa. Nice to meet you.'

She smiled as she ruffled my hair. I couldn't help but stare at her. My heart beating so fast that it could explode. She was a tall & fit blonde with visible abs & unique beauty & personality. Ever since she stepped into our school, she immediately became the most popular person, with her beauty, intelligence, skills, talent & personality

I didn't realize that I started drooling over her.

'You're so cute. I like your-'

'Lisa what the hell!? With this Jungkook... Seriously? I think you can do better.'

I heard some of her guy friends snickering.

She sighed & turned to me.

'Don't listen to them kookie'

She extended her hand for a handshake but I was too numb & froze to move

'L.o.l Lisa just rethink your actions. No girl even likes to know about his existence in fact he has gotten rejected many times when he wanted some attention. Well Jeon don't cry this time if you do get rejected by the great Manoban, she's too precious & definitely not for a loser like you'

Their words ringed in my ears. It hurted so much. Even though I was used to them making up stories & bullying me but when they said that in front of my ultimate crush... It really did hurt. I looked at Lisa who was silently giggling trying to hide her face into her oversized jacket. Cute........... no no no she's laughing at me. I just stared down on the floor & started crying uncontrollably.

'Look Jeon even Lisa is laughing at you, run away before she rejects you too'

They laughed but then She said something that made my heart flutter, it made my cheeks scarlet & I stared at her as she roasted them,

'Bammie, the last time I remember someone being rejected by all of the girls in primary was you & Yugeomie, stop trying to make him feel that way. It's disgusting, leave him alone he hasn't done anything to you looney loser. I'm sure Jungkook is a great human being... unlike you'

She smiled & poked her tongue at him as she stepped beside me.

I didn't look up at her as I just started shaking because I couldn't hold back my tears. It was the first time someone defended me & cared for me.

'Whatever Lis. I'll meet you later but you need to stop being so kind... some people don't deserve it'

They laughed & walked away.

It was silent for a moment until she tapped my shoulder. Surprise by her sudden touch I quickly looked up totally forgetting that I was drenched in tears.

Her warm smile faded away as she quickly took a seat besides me & looked at me dead in the eye. Our faces were inches apart, worry & pity was showing through her eyes.

'Please don't let them hurt you. Be strong, okay? Whenever you need me, I'll always be here... for you'

She said as she held my hands & brought them to her chest.

'T-t-thank you so much'

I bursted crying as she slowly hugged me. It was a moment, like in fairytails. Where you have a prince & a beautiful princess unfortunately I'm not the prince. It felt so safe & warm with her. After that we both became best friends. I couldn't find anyone better than her. Even though she had her group of popular loud people she still hung out with me & paid attention to me, although not as much as she did to them. She had a big group of guys & I got along with them after Lisa told them to be nice with me. There was a guy Kim Taehyung, he was really handsome but he was also really nice, he gave me a boxy smile the fkrst time we met. We both became great feiends too. Being the badass of the school wasn't easy for her. I was the one who would always cling onto her. My heart fluttered even after years of being best friends. It was so magical. We spent all our years together. Puberty did me good & not gonna lie I became pretty good whereas she... she became even hotter & definitely more cuter. Tae & my friendship got even deeper after we both grew up more, I never told Tae about my crush because I knew I wasn't fit for someone like her. My heart only beats for her after the day she kissed me while drunk. She forgot about it but I didn't. I was her & she was my first kiss. It was all until we graduated & separated ways. With me & her, we both still hung out every weekend together. But... This weekend she came wearing a very formal dress with an envelope in her hands, it was a bit weird as she would always be wearing comfortable & baggy clothes.

'Kookie, I have a news for you'

She handed me the envelope. Something in me started to go horribly wrong as I stared at the wedding card of Kim Taehyung & Lalisa Manoban.

She wasn't happy & neither was she excited... she just looked away when we sat on the couch & started reading the card. They were getting married in 2 weeks...

My heart stopped beating & I started sobbing unknowingly... With her kind personality she looked at me & hugged me.

'I'm so happy for you two, my both bestest friends together'

Lies... lies... lies

We both hugged for a couple moments & she quickly left... that's when everything turned upside down, everything shattered & destroyed.

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Jungkook had become extremely cold after he got the news of Lisa getting married. Those 2 weeks were really hard for him. He got extreme depression.

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*Present* Wedding day

Looking back at those days. I deeply regretted not confessing to her before.

I regret not telling her why I was always staring at her, why I always clinged to her, why I always supported her...

Her group of the same popular students from high school came up to me. I was having an anxiety attack, there were 20-30 people (Just imagine EXO, BP, BTS, Tw, RV, G7)

They looked at me sympathetically after they saw my tears... I'm really really bad at hiding emotions. They loved each other so much that they got married only when they were 22?

'Look Jungkook, we all know you have a crush on her'

Jennie, the most blunt one quietly said

'There are some things you don't know. You need to know them'

Chanyeol, the tall one said

'Unfortunately we can't be the ones to tell you'

Irene the oldest one wisely spoke

'You need to get a hold to yourself'

Jihyo the ponytail girl said

'Things happen in life & you need to move on'

Namjoon encouragingly said

'Yeah You need to forget them'

Bam bam, the one who always bullied me said & patted my back

'She doesn't deserve your tears. You deserve me'

I quickly twisted my head to where that salty voice came from. Yeri, that innocent looking devil that always tried to get Lisa in trouble, she started chasing me after I got older & more hotter. No one liked her. Everyone glared at her after she innocently looked at everyone...

'What do I need to know'

I questioned once I remembered what Chanyeol said.

They all looked at each other

'Please try to understand Jeon'

Rosé the always hungry one said

'Hey guys what's going on?'