"...I like my orgasms how I like my coffee...

strong..."

Keira's POV

I don't think there's a time I have been with Jason and felt like this. Breathless with a blurred vision and he hasn't even gotten inside me yet. It's just his kisses, his touch, yet I'm on fire, consumed my immense passion that I can only express in moans.

Unlike when I'm with Jason, I will be a participant in this. I want him to know exactly how I feel. My lips kissed his chin and his neck. I am biting him gently, making him feel good. He is groaning with pleasure as my nails graze his back. I am mapping the defined muscles of his back which keep twitching with every bit of excitement rushing through his body. He's so perfectly sculptured. I don't know how to please a man but I won't lie still and do nothing.

He gathered me into his arms when he came to his knees. I straddled him, resting on his thighs. We both paused for a moment. He's breathing much more gently. I wish the light was on so that I see his handsome face. What I see is partial and he is frowning.

"Kei... I want to see you. Please let me see you." I kissed his lips to distract him. But he held my jaw with his hand. "Please."

"I want this." My thumbs moved over his lips. "But if you insist maybe we should wait."

He claimed my lips possessively. He pushed me down on the bed. He turned me to lie on my tummy kissing the back of my neck, my shoulders. Every part of me his fingers traced his lips burned all the way to my bottom. He squeezed my cheeks, parting me to kiss me where I haven't been kissed before. I clenched the sheets biting away a series of moans. He turned me over burying his head at my center. I got lost in the torture his mouth and tongue are providing. This hotness is unknown. This feeling is strange, yet I welcome it. It's beautiful! I arched my back writhing in deep pleasure. I have never felt like this. I'm burning. I'm on fire. I sat up trying to free myself from his mouth as something strong is pushing down. It feels almost like an urge to pee but that's not it. Nick won't separate his mouth from me. He won't let me go of my hips. He is delving his tongue into my wetness devouring me hungrily without mercy. I let out an uncontrollable moan so loud I'm sure anyone close by heard me. I sighed when he stopped. I fell back on the plush bed trembling from the release.

The big 'O'? Is it possible? It feels that way.

I felt his fingers at my center, gently feeling my sensitive lady bits. A few gentle strokes and he filled me, making circles right at the entrance. "Baby you're so wet. I like this." He added another finger driving me close to the edge once again.

He kissed my breasts as I rocked against his fingers, allowing him to get deeper and to stroke me in a way that is making me drip with need even more than the first time. Our lips embraced, still probing me firmly. I gripped his wrist as my toes began to arch.

Could it be? Another big 'O' is on its way! A rippling almost paralyzing feeling is moving through me. It's stronger than the first one. Light gasps close together are escaping me without consent. His fingers are starting to move fast. He rested his thumb on my little bud sending me over the edge as I exploded in a way I have never experienced. A certain scream of pleasure followed. As soon as he withdrew his fingers, something much harder pushed through me. He settled his weight in between me, confining my body between me and the mattress. His hot mouth found mine to remind me that he is a great kisser. It's addictive.

I grabbed handfuls of the sheet beneath me, writhing under him to get comfortable with his generous size. He stopped kissing me to groan deeply. "You're tight Kei. Are you sure you've done this before?"

"Yes."

"Baby, he's not doing it right. You feel like a virgin." He pulled out and seemed still. From the dim light I can see him gripping the base of his thickness. "No. No. No. Come on!'

" He looks like he's in turmoil, breathing hard.

I know this face. Jason makes this face. Is he about to climax? Now? We haven't even started.

He sighed. "I need you to relax." He whispered. "For both our sakes. Don't move." I nodded. "Are you safe?"

"It doesn't matter. I can't get pregnant."

I reached to touch him. He's much softer. Has he lost interest in me? If there's one thing I know it's how to touch a man. Jason taught me to get his own selfish ends. I took care of it, stroking him with my hands as he kisses me. I can't believe it's a give and take. I can't believe that my pleasure matters too and I want to live in it!

Bit by bit he's hardening again. His breathing is hastening. "Kei... hey hey! Enough." He separated my hands from himself. A deep sexy chuckle followed. "Easy. You're getting a me there."

"I'm sorry."

He ran the back of his hand over my face. "Don't apologize beauty. Don't apologize." He spoke softly. "I love you."

My heart stilled almost to a stop. I wasn't imagining it when I thought I heard him say it back in Greece. He told Sinclair I'm the woman he loves. I wasn't imagining it.

"Nickolas... I wasn't expecting it... so soon."

"There are things that are certain as the sunrise." He whispered. "I'll pull out."

The hard intrusion hit me again. This time, he moved slowly. He is pushing it in bit by bit and I love the stretch! I love it! I hate to compare but Jason is much smaller than this! I encouraged him when I spread my legs wider, circling them around his waist.

"I want all of it." I whispered.

"I love this side of you. Not prim or proper. Naughty..." He breathed roughly and drove all of it in. I screamed out in pleasure. "You're so tight Kei. I fucking love it!"

He kissed my mouth and began moving gently. I tried my best not to move because it seems to accelerate things. My lips embraced his hot skin. He's burning up, sinking deeper into me.

His hardness is stroking every inch of my wetness as his lips torture my breasts. He is keeping me in place, ravishing me closer and closer to another climax! It will be my third in a span of minutes! My nails sunk into his back as the familiar release hit me. He pulled out suddenly only to get back in with force. He's skilled. He knows me already. He knows how deep and how fast to move. My mind body has never don't experienced this! This is is what I want to feel every waking moment of my life. I want to feel him growing inside me like this! I want to feel him moving like this.

His breathing is getting fast and rough. He's beginning to lose the rhythmic finesse. I'm climaxing again,much stronger than the other three times. This will be my fourth! It's a big one. I started to meet him thrust for thrust, encouraging myself to get there! I need to get there! I crave the high. I have become addicted.

I broke into a series of fast paced moans that got louder until he followed with equal response. He slowly eased himself out of me and fell to the side of the bed. We both stared at the Shadows cast on the ceiling.

I hear the party. It's still ongoing.

"Fuck that was great!" He whispered. "Are you okay?"I can't even speak. How can I when I'm speechless of this side of life? It dies exist! I can be a part of it! He has made me a part of it! My smile is obvious. "Kei?"

"Four. You just gave me four orgasms. I have never climaxed until tonight." I turned my body to lie on my side. "Thank you."

"You deserve to climax until your body becomes numb. Kei, we have crossed the point of no return. I will accept more, not less." He pressed a gentle kiss on my forehead. "Sweet dreams."

"Sweet dreams Nickolas."

I didn't pull out.

Not the first time or the second or the third before morning came and we were too weak to continue. I couldn't pull out because the three climaxes happened fast. Before I had control, I was spilling. She's addictive! She's a sweet addiction! I only want more and more. How can we possibly go back to our normal lives after this? How can I sleep at night knowing she's in bed with another man?

I stroked her thigh through the light dress. "One more time?"

"We are close." She pointed out the obvious when we arrived at the junction leading into her neighborhood.

We left Florence early in the morning. I left Maddie. My grandfather insisted. I'll pick her up in a week or so. She loves the villa. My mother gave her a very pretty dress this morning and she literally clang to her. Of course we didn't speak to each other even when I was leaving but something good came out of this trip. I reconnected with my grandfather and my father. My daughter got to meet that side of the family and they love her.

"I can park the car, back seat?"

She blushed profusely.

"Nickolas."

"I'm addicted Kei. One more time. Please."

"I'm not taking my clothes off."

"You don't have to. Actually..." I unbuckled my pants and unzipped. "Sit on me, face away. I'll be quick."

"What if someone sees us?"

"Let them see. Come on. Now." I demanded.

I want to be highly inappropriate with this girl. I want to do naughty things with her, bad things that we won't ever repeat but a quiet There's exchange of a look will remind us. There no foreplay in this. As soon as I get in, it's fast forward to a sweet climax. I need this. One for the road until I steal her away again.

She took off her panty and did as I wanted. I gripped her waist and guided her down on it. I can't believe how tight she is! Of all the women I have been with, she feels perfect. We were meant to fit into each other like this!

I raised the dress just to get a glimpse of her butt as she began to ride me, her hands on the steering wheel. I am sighing with need. This is just the beginning of our adventures together! The more I do it with her the more control I have over the immediate urge to explode to my release. I began moving her back and forth, as I moved up and down to meet her. She's clinging to me tightly, milking me clean!

She accidentally honked the car and her adorable giggle only excited me more. I'm close. I promised to make it fast. I'm close! I sank my fingers into her waist when I hit my climax. I let her have my release... is there anything to lose if she's having problems getting pregnant? It feels too good to have it any other way. I sank into the seat as she gently got off me.

"I know... next time I see you... I'll put you first." I winked at her.

She is blushing. She's so beautiful. She put on her panties and I zipped up. I continued driving the short distance towards her house.

"I'll miss Florence."

"I'm already missing you." I took her hand into mine. "Promise me you're getting the divorce process started."

"I promise." She whispered. "Stop! Stop! Stop the car! I know that car! Stop!"

I hit the brakes. We are a few houses away from hers. "What is it?"

"She's a day early!" She pushed her hair back. She looks she's panicking.

"Who is?"

She stared at me with big blue horrified eyes. "My mother in law." She squeaked. She glanced back at all the bags. I bought her a lot of things in Milan after we left Florence. "I can't take those with me. I can't. She will ask questions. She... Oh snap! I'm sorry." She kissed my lips quickly. "Bye."

She got out of the car with only her little bag slung on her shoulder. I hate this. I gave it a moment before I drove. I slowed down to look at her house. The older woman is talking to her but she is looking at the street. I think our eyes met for a split second before I had to drive away like she's a stranger to me.

I hate this. Her marriage has to end. Mine has to end. We have to be together at all costs.