I groaned when the sunlight shines through my bedroom windows. Or should I say jamie and Claire's bedroom windows.

I sighed remembering about yesterday events. I just feel so numb. My emotions are just all over the place and I'm not sure if its because I really feel this way or because if my hormones.

I groaned but got ready for the day and headed downstairs. Jamie and claire were already up and cooking breakfast.

"I said softly.

"claire asked.

"I said softly.

"Claire said softly.

"I said sadly putting my head down.

We ate in comfortable silence after this. After we finished eating I helped claire start putting dishes away and clean up.

"Claire said softly just as jamie walked in.

I sighed softly.

"I asked softly.

"Jamie said before claire had chance to say anything making me give them both a smile.

We got in the car and headed to cassies house. Jamie and claire are dropping me off then I am meeting them at the cafe afterwards.

As we pulled up I said goodbye to them and kissed there cheeks. I walked to the door and was just about to knock on when cassie opened the door and pulled me into a hug making me squeak in suprise.

I smiled softly at her and we walked in.

"Cassie rambled on.

I giggled at her and nodded. As if she had noticed some kind of sadness in my eyes from whats happening between myself and the twins, her eyes softened.

"cassie said softly making me put my head down as tears came to my eyes.

"I whispered softly.

She sighed but nodded In understanding giving me a small, sad smile. However I could see she is understanding me.

Just then I heard a bang from the front door barging open as the twins made there way in. I could see on there face they looked mad, upset, hurt and relieved all at the same time.

They charged towards me and went to take me In there arms but I stepped back. I knew if they did they then I would just melt.

There faces morphed into a hurt look making me look away from them.

"xander gritted out.

It suprised me as he is normally calm and let's xavier do the talking unless he feels he needs to step in. It hurt that he called me precious as I'm really not use to it but at the same time I would rather him call me that so I don't melt at there nicknames like I always do.

"I asked softly.

They nodded and we headed to our room.

I sat on the bed as they stood still staring at me.

"I asked feeling a tiny and small compared to them.

"Is all xavier said.

I sighed softly but I spoke.

"I said bluntly making my eyes widen.

Alright well I was not suppose to be that blunt. I thought to myself.

They looked at me like I'm crazy.

"xavier asked calmly.

It was just so weird. Normally xander is the one that is calm and asks these questions but now it seems the opposite. Xander looks as though he is going to go crazy and xavier looks calm. Too calm.

"I was cut of from xander.

"he said with a small growl.

I whimpered from his tone and nodded.

"I shouted towards the end with tears pouring down my face.

They both looked shocked and then angry.

"Xander asked now going calm.

I looked down and nodded.

"xander roared in the end before storming out and slamming the door in the process making me flinch.

I stood there to stunned to say anything. I really never realised how much stuff they do for me. I know they do more and sometimes I forget that they have a lot of things on there mind to not just me.

I looked at xavier with tears running down my face. I could see the hurt look on his face but he nodded softly at me.

"He said quietly before walking out.

A sob broke free from my chest as I fell to the floor crying.