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"No!! Sweetheart!! You can't...oh my god!! You!!" I don't know what to do. She....

Grace POV:

While I listen to her, I can't stop crying. Is all my fault!!

"Alessia, you are risking your life. Sweetheart! For us, do it worth it?" I keep crying and touch her hand.

"Mother, it worth it. For you, James and everyone." She say weakly and give me weak smile.

"Alessia! Sweetheart!! I know how much pain you are now and after you going suffer. Why don't tell James. You have to tell him." I keep choking while I'm saying.

"No!! You promise me. No!" Alessia hold my hand tightly with a helpless face.

"Okay! Okay!" I keep nodding my head. I clean her wounds and put the herbs on her back. She requires me the wrap her whole back. So, James will not realize.

After settled her wounds, she fall asleep. I look at she. She such a kind, brave and good woman she is. Why god have to so mean to this young lady.

I go down to the living room and have a seat. I keep thinking her future. I remember my historical book had record about angel.

I went to chalet and finding the book. I searching every cupboard. Finally, I saw it and open it. Turn to the page about angel. Then, I read it carefully.

"Wings is the one of the important feature of angel. An angel without wings. Is the cruelest and meanest punishment to them.

Some gods used to punish the angel because they makes a really serious crime. Because the pain is just likes forcefully tearing their backbones away from their body without narcotic. Need to cut they meats, veins, bones that stick with the backbone. Just to cut off the wings which hardly stick with their body. The pain will makes them unforgettable forever.

Nonetheless, wings can cause them strong and be respectable from people. Wings may aslo protect them from their own poison by killing their mentality to became an fallen angel. Angel's internal body have a kind of poison. Poison inside of their body is due human nature of negative sides. Greedy, cruelest, heartless and more.

Once they lost their wings, the poison of their body will speard to their part by part of the body by their veins. They are veins will be become black and slowly, slowly spreading to part of the body. Just likes roots growing. While they're poison growth one inch, the more pain they have to suffer every moment and seconds.

If the poison had spread to the whole body their only two consequences. The fortunately ones, is die in the halfway by poisoning themselves because they can't suffer the pain. So, they choose to suicide themselves. The another one is for those who strong enough to stand with pain and wants to continue living but the end, they will be cursed for their whole life become an fallen angle.

An fall angel will lost her beauty, her mentality, her rationality, her kindness and will be discriminate by the others special creatures even the lowest stage of among the specials creatures ,devils the demons servants. The fallen angle will hungry of blood, sin and humans heart. They even stronger than angel but at the ends, aslo dead, might be hunt from hunters, might be kill or burned.

Of course, they have exception but just one or two cases only. Most of them,.....be killed, be burned, and dead."

When I read until here, I drop the book on the floor and I sit on the floor. Because I have no strength to stand anymore.

I kill my own daughter-in-law!!! I kill my son's Luna!! I destroy my son's happiness.

Tears starting to streaming out from my eyes. I cover my face with hands and cry helpless.

How I suppose to tell James...

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Alessia POV:

Grace leave the room and asked me to rest. Then, I lay down on the bed, wait until she get out. So, I pretend to sleep. The moment I hear the door has been closed,I open my eyes. I can't sleep. All in my mind is

Gone! Everything is gone! Our future! Our dreams, plans are all gone! Tears streaming out from eyes. I do saw fallen angel once in the heaven...