*TRING...TRING...

TRING...TRING...*

Shutting my mobile's alarm off I woke up all fresh and happy thinking about to spent time with my family and mostly my Amaya.

Taking a quick 10 minutes bath with the cold water I made my way out to the kitchen to prepare some food before Amaya gets up.

Well I know I don't made food from years...but hey once I was expert in all this

Mixing some milk and water together in a container. I put some tea powder and sugar in it and leave it to cook, placing some bread in a toaster I made it roast... Well the first 4 breads for which I waited comes up fastly so putting the next round in I started making the sandwiches when Amaya woke up...

Well how do I know? Coz I can also feel her presence and absence around me.

"Good morning"

I mouthed with a smile

"Good morning...this?"

Amaya asked seeing me in kitchen

"oh this...nothing I woke up early so thought to make breakfast for..."

I was in the middle of saying when my nose hits the strong smell of burning....

"kuch jal raha hai"

(Something is burning)

Amaya asked and realization hit me that I have put breads in toaster

running to the slip I pressed the up button on toaster and the breads comes up all burn.

Making a sad face I was about to fall for a short sad moment but the tea container didn't give me moment for that...

The tea in it started boiling out from it. Running there I took hold of the container to put it down but as I have no idea about the work now I hold it without any cloth or anything so all the tea fell down due to my own stupidity to my bare feet making it burn...

This thing just happened in seconds...even Amaya didn't get time to understand this all.

The moment she saw I was burned she came to me... Then made me sit on the sofa and applied some toothpaste on the burn places and I feel cold over there...

Seeing her caring for me so much I felt guilty so I mouthed 'sorry' to her

"sorry for what"

She asked smiling sitting close to my foots now applying toothpaste over the burned areas

"coz kuch kaam to ata nahi mujhay, kaam to kia nahi ulta tumhara kaam barha diya"

(because I don't know how to work above that I increased yours)

I said feeling a little low

"It's okay at least you tried to help me, rest so I'll be making breakfast for you"

she said and stood up walking towards the kitchen

Kia Hussain...ek kaam bhi dhang se nahi kar sakta tu...

(what hussain can't you even do a single thing)

"Madam he is still here sitting waiting for you"

My sectary informed me about him

"okh send him in"

defeated from his bravery and tolerance I tell her to call him in

"sam"

he said after coming in

"bolo kiyoun aye ho ab yahan. mainay to samjha tha ab kabhi skakal nahi dikhao gay apni finally my life will be happy now but here you are"

(tell me why are you here now I thought you'll never show me your face again, my life will be happy but here you are back)

I spoke a little rude...well I should be the person so called my husband to whom I sacrificed everything done wrong to me...

"don't worry I didn't want to but I had a work to be done here"

He said without gazing me

"oh to mister Hayat kaam kay liye aye hain mujhsay. bolain bolain kia kaam hai apko mister Hayat par please ankhon main ankhain dal kar boliye ga"

(oh so mister hayat is here considering work from me yes mister hayat say it but please stare in my eyes then)

I said and finally he moved his gaze up to my level

His eyes all red as he will cry and his lips trembling to say something. seeing him like this don't know what just happened to me I started feeling numb and my foot felt like jelly... I feel like...like hugging him right now but I controlled...controlled myself but heart wasn't going with my mind

With a soft whisper I spoke

"kiya hua hai roo rahy ho kia tum Hayat?"

(what happened why are you crying hayat?)

My heart spoke through my lips but he didn't replied

"mai apni doosri shadi ki ijazaat lene aya hoon tumsay?"

(I am here to get permission from you for my 2nd marriage)

He said in return and something inside me broke at the very moment. But still I laugh...I laugh on what he said

"what are you saying? is this for real...hahahaha...sorry but...but who will marry you. you are useless Hayat...why would anyone marry you...is she insane that she is getting married to you "

I spoke

"hai koi jissay tum jaisay he kissi nay chutkiyoon main, asmaan se zameen pe de maara...hai koi jis nay heray ki parakh na ki. Behtar hai tum mujhay ijazat daydo ta kay main us say nikkah kar k apni zindagi aabaad kar loon nahi to phir..."

(There is someone who is suffering just like me because of her partner...there is some who didn't recognized the diamond. It's better for you to give me permission so that I can get married to her and settle up my life or else...)

He stopped in the middle of saying something

"nahi to phir...?"

(Or else what...?)

I pushed the question a little more...

"nahi to phir talaq k teen bol bolay jaingay yahan....mai tumhe talaq de kar us say shadi karlunga"

(or else I'll divorce you right away... And then will get married to her)

He said making my mouth shut and my brain freeze thinking he can't say such things...but he did...he really did

"ijazat hai..."

(I give you the permission)

I said and soon I saw him moving out from my cabin and then his body started fading out from the area with his each step far from me...

I don't know how a drop of tear rolled down my cheeks making me to cry more...a part of me was broken from the words he said and to join it again I started breaking the things around me

Awards

Medals

Files

Everything....

I messed each and every thing to join what was broken inside me but it remains the same giving me unbearable pain and then after a long time I fall on my knees like I fell years back and started crying emptying all my heart like once I did before...

Mujhay dard main akeela chor kar tum khushiyoon ki mehfil sajany jaa rahy ho Rehan Hayat...kabhi khush nahi rakh paye gi tumhe woh larki jis tarah tum mere sath khush thay....wada hai ye meri tumsay...

(leaving me in this pain you want to create a palace for your happiness Rehan Hayat... she'll never be able to keep you happy like the way you were with me... I promise you that)

Standing at the middle of the road I was gazing my 4 years old baby in the arms of his father smiling laughing with him happily. Then I saw him coming back to me.

Holding my hand with his free hand he made me walk with him...making me think that how he is changed so much...how???

Holding my hand he started walking crossing the road. He was holding Anaya from one of his hand and his other was holding mines...

He was crossing the path carefully. Taking care of me and Anaya but I was only gazing him seeing him carefully thinking how can he change himself so much...why he didn't do this before when I was with him?

Without any questions I walked with him on each and every street. Exploring the city of love with the ones I love...

"WOAH its huge"

My chain of questions and thoughts broke by his voice...Seeing him gazing something I moved my eyeballs there to find we are on the gate of Eiffel tower.

He wants to visit the top floor here so we started walking to the ticket counter well only he was the one being in line. Anaya and I were sitting on one of the bench waiting for him to come again with the tickets... and he came...

With the help of the giant elevator which can carry 50 persons up at a time we moved to the top floor... the moment the gates got open the cold wind hit my face. Well it was super fast very very very fast than normal.

I moved my gaze to Anaya who's mouth was widely open and eyes close

"Anaya...close your mouth"

I said pushing her mouth up

"Allah mama na karain maza araha hai. itni teez hawa hai mera muu tom and jerry ki tarah hil raha hai. Hil raha hai na papa?"

(Oh god mom don't do this its fun. The wind is so fast my mouth is moving like tom and jerry, right papa?)

Anaya asked Hussain and he smiled mouthed a yes to her.

The wind was so fast and loud wearing shalwar kameez for this place was not the good idea of mine. I found a lot of people gazing me with an awkward way. I tried to hold my back Daman of kameez from flowing up in air but it wasn't working here...

I was feeling very uncomfortable, but then Hussain come behind me and my shirt's daman which was moving up with the wind was now not moving that high... I think it didn't move at all after that

"is jagah shalwar kameez mai aana was not the great idea of mine haina. kuch pant shirt pehenna tha"

(Wearing shalwar kameez for a place like his wasn't a good choice right I should've wore something like pant shirt)

I asked Hussain about it

"aisa kuch bhi nahi. tumhain jo acha lagta hai wo karo aur wahi pehno"

(It's nothing that way...do whatever you want wear whatever you feel to)

He replied smiling

ye ho kia gaya hai issay...2 saal mai itna kaisay badal sakta hai yeh bhala...?

(What really happened to him... how can he change so much in these 2 years?)

Lamhe Guzar Gaye

(Moments passed)

Chehre Badal Gaye

(Faces changed)

Hum Thhe Anjaani Raahon Mein

(And I was there in unknown roads)

Pal Mein Rula Diya

(A moment made me cry)

Pal Mein Hasa Ke Phir

(And then the next moment made me smile )

Reh Gaye Hum Bhi Raahon Mein

(And I was left standing on the roads)

He was enjoying the front view. Seeing the buildings small and the people like ant walking on the ground and I was the one just standing their seeing him with an awful way.

His smile, his happy face, moments he was talking to Anaya I was watching this special moments making it memorize for the life time.

Thoda Sa Paani Hai, Rang Hai

(There's a little water, some color)

Thodi Si Chhaaon Hai

(And there's a little shade)

Chubhti Hai Aankhon Mein Dhoop Ye

(The sunlight is piercing my eyes)

Khuli Dishaon Main

(Which is spread in all directions)

Aur Dard Bhi Meetha Lage

(Even the pain feels sweet (pleasant) now)

Sab Faasle Ye Kam Hue

(All the distances have narrowed)

Khwaabon Se Raste Sajaane Toh Do

(Let me decorate the roads with dreams)

Yaadon Ko Dil Mein Basaane Toh Do

(Let me reside memories in my heart)

"Enjoy to kar rahi hona ya chalain yahan say"

(you are enjoying or should we leave now)

Hussain asked me smiling and I smiled at his gesture.

He then holds my hand and intertwined our fingers together pressing a little force than normal as he is afraid to lose me or something.

I was feeling safe with him. Secure in his presence I feel love...love of Hussain around me... but I just wish to have this love before the disaster. A drop of tear rolled down my cheeks but it fly away with the wind hitting my face so nobody saw me crying

Jo Mil Gaya Ye Aasmaan

(As I have achieved the Skies)

Lo Aasmaan Se Maangoon Kya

(What should I ask from it?)

We took lots of pictures together...well most of them was selfies but then Hussain asked the man to click one of us and he did that so we got a picture together after years.

The lift come back and it was our turn to go back to the ground so I stepped in the elevator standing at the corner of it while holding a bar seeing the outer view from the glass side, Hussain was standing beside me doing the same but then I feel something.

Khwaabon Se Raste Sajaane Toh Do

(Let me decorate the roads with dreams)

Yaadon Ko Dil Mein Basaane Toh Do

(Let me reside memories in my heart)

Looking at my back I saw a man standing merely inches apart from me and his body was touching mines making me uncomfortable. I thought to concentrate on my respect rather than the moment so I started moving backward when there wasn't any space left.

I was uncomfortable. Very very uncomfortable but I think Hussain noticed that so gripping the left side bar where I was standing he put his left leg there.

His half body was covering me from front and the other half was securing me from beside well he was really very uncomfortable in that position as he was still holding Anaya but he did that for me

being in the position he then gazed me smiling and I smiled back in return with a thank you

Hussain waqai bohot badal gaya hai...itna acha k ab anay wali zindagi mai koi bhi iska sathi hoga to woh khush rahega...kash mujhay bhi ye khushi naseeb hoti...par main itni khushnaseeb nahi.

zindagi ki jung mai jo haar jata hai...mohobbat haari huibazi us k mu par phenk kar jati hai...

(Hussain really changed a lot... he is so good now that anyone will be happy with him in his upcoming life...I wish I could also have this happiness...but I m not this much lucky.

A person that loose the battle of feelings, love throws away those people.)

Putting Anaya on the bed I smiled seeing my cute little baby, thinking about today's fun with her I smiled and planted a kiss on her forehead while she was sleeping peacefully. Turning around I saw Amaya standing there smiling.

I smiled seeing her here...

"bohot khush hai tumharay sath...nahi?..."

(she is so happy with you...isn't she)

she mouthed seeing towards Anaya

"hmm woh to hai...wo Amaya... who actually"

(hmm that is...actually Amaya...Amaya actually)

I wanted to say something but don't know why I was not comfortable to say that

"bolo...kia hua"

(say it what?)

she asked

"I just wanna say thanks"

I said and she frowns asking why I'm saying thanks to her

"wo actually tum halala k liye tayar hogai and Rehan k sath...."

(actually for you agreeing having halala with rehan)

"pagal to nahi hogaye ap Hussain"

(Are you insane hussain)

I was in the middle of saying when she shutted my mouth with her loud and angry voice. I shush her up seeing Anaya if she woke up. Seeing her sleeping peacefully I walked out with Amaya and started what she was saying

"Hussain ye apnay socha bhi kaisay k main Rehan say halala kar rahi hoon?"

(hussain how did you even thought about me doing halala with rehna)

she asked but her voice little low than normal

"jaan..."

"Don't say that please"

She pleaded not to call her jaan (Love)

"we talked about that last night and early morning I got the news that Rehan and you are marrying so I thought it was halala"

I said

"hussain ap galti par hain. main Rehan say halala nahi shadi kar rahi hoon"

(hussain you are wrong I'm not using him, I'm marrying him for real)

She said which I can't believe. How she can be marrying other man? How she can't accept me again?

"daikh rahi hoon main Anaya ap kay sath kitni khush hai, ap Anaya ko lenay aye hain woh apki beti hai uski custody ap kay paas hai. par us k jaane k baad mera kiya hoga? Mujhay bhi to koi chaheye sambhalnay ko Rehan loves me that's why I'm marrying him main halala nahi kar rahi ap is k baray main soch bhi kaisay sakty hain"

(I can see how happy Anaya is with you, and you are here to take her she is your daughter you have her custody. But what will happen to me after she'll be gone? I also need someone to handle and rehan loves me that's why I am marrying him I am not doing what you asked me to you are wrong)

She said all in one but I was like that she is talking rubbish as she accepted marring the other guy

"Amaya main tumhain bhi sath lejanay aya hoon I know I've done wrong to you. talaq di hai tumhain but please halala k liye razi hojao please be mines again Amaya please"

(Amaya I am here to take you with me as well I know I've done wrong, I divorced you but please agree for halala once please be mines again Amaya please)

I pleaded but it was of no use first she been there all like a statue and then started moving in her room seeing me crying I thought she will show a little mercy on me but I wasn't right moving back she just say few word which shook me in sense again

"mohobbat main insaan khudgarz hojata hai suna tha...aaj daikh bhi liya"

(I heard people getting selfish in love, I can see that today)

She said and started moving in

Amaya is right...I am being selfish again all over again being mean...but at least now she know that I love her.

(I hope you guys got answers for your questions that Amaya is marrying rehan...and why is she doing this)

According to Islam, there are 3 steps of being fully divorced

1st divorce, husband and wife will stop sleeping together

2nd divorce, husband will not talk to her and

3rd divorce, it's a final one and will make them separate forever.

Then his wife will be no more his wife. They have three chances basically so they could improve their relation. After being divorced 3 times you get separated from your partner...

Plus while being committed to a person families are the one to decide who will have the rights to divorce, either they can give full rights to men OR may be 2 times to the wife. But in any case male have a right to divorce his wife for once.