Sitting on the stage my eyes were continuously roaming around only to see one person Amaya.

But it seems like she don't want me to take care a lot about her as she is behaving, her bruise was making me think about her and about is she alright.

Doing the same work from hours my eyes fall on the small box which she gave me a few hours back.

A smiled appeared on my face seeing the wrapping in a dark color...she so know me.

Getting myself excused from the guest I go to my room taking the box with me and to see what Amaya has gifted me as her gifts always make me smile.

Locking the door at my back I unwrapped the box only to find a note with a key.

"ye us tale ki chabi hai jisay tum 2 saal se kholna chahtay thay"

(it's a key to the lock you wanted you open since 2 years)

I read the note and a smiled appeared on my face remembering about the dairy Amaya was hiding from me.

Happily moving to the cupboard I took out the diary and unlocked it to make myself confuse.

The diary was all covered with my photographs, my news each and every thing related to me only me, going through each page I got to remember the time period, the diary got ended halfway with some udru writing.

" Khat Likh Rahi Hoon Ehad.e.Muhabbat Tor Kar

Kaghaz Par Aansoon Ki Jagah Chor Kar

Tu Fikarmand Kiyoun Hai Mere Dil Ko Tor Kar?

Main Khud He Ja Rahi Hoon Tera Shehr Chor Kar

Kal Raat Likhi Gazal Tere Naam Ki

Lafz Sametay Thay Kharay Hanth Joor Kar

Main Jis Main Daikhti Thye Aaks Tera Aye Jan.e.Jaan

Tunay He Rakh Diya Woh Aaina Toor Kar "

(Writing a letter breaking that promise to my love

leaving a place to drop tears because of our love,

Why are you worried breaking my heart up?

I am leaving your country myself for your new start up.

Yesterday's night I wrote poetry for you

collecting my words hoping blessing to you.

I use to see your shadow in that vector my love

you shattered that mirror and messed up)

I read whole gazal only to find it written for me, each and every word described what I did to her and made me even more guilty on my mistake. Yes now I have a guilt over what I did

talaq...talaq de di ussay mainay

(divorce... I divorced her)

Halaat kia kia karwa deta hai ab pata chal raha hai mujhay,acha khasa rishta chal raha tha mera zara si ranjishoon main kiya se kiya hogaya ab to mama dad ko bhi batana hai Amyra ka pata nahi accept bhi karengay ussay k nahi...

(Situation makes us take weird decision, it was all going fine between us just few misunderstanding and it happened to be destroyed, and now I have to tell mom dad about amyra I don't know they'll accept her or not)

Coming out of my room I once again tried to find Amaya but she seems to be nowhere.

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The program just ended and the guests started leaving. my heart was becoming restless now to see Amaya and Anaya...don't know why they both were here and there in this same event but I was missing them badly, can't even express.

The guest leaves us with our messy lawn. Amyra started walking in to the room once Amaya lived there with me and I started finding Amaya. Thinking she must be in her room I got there to find it filled with the gifts and other things

"Amyra Amaya ko kaheen daikha hai kia"

(Amyra have you seen Amaya anywhere?)

"pata nahi shyed chali gayi hogi"

(don't know maybe she have left)

shehry...shery kahan hai who bhi to nahi dikh raha

(shehry...where is shehry I can't find him too)

My heart become restless when I didn't saw shehry, Thinking what he said I become scared

agar ami abu ko ye sab aisay pata laga to bohot galat hojaega

(if mom dad found out like this about it that would be so song)

Trying shehry's number continuously finally he picked it up and very rudely replied.

"kia kaam hai"

(what's the matter)

"kahan hai tu milna hai"

(where are you I wanna meet)

"Velvet hotel come to room no 325"

He said and in a second I took my keys and drove off to the hotel

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Walking fastly to the room I got to find my brother all alone there

"Amaya kahan hai?"

(where is amaya)

I asked

"tere sath hogi mujhay kia pata"

(she must be with you how would I know)

he replied all casually

"shehry nataq band kar daikh bata kahan hain Anaya aur Amaya?"

(shehry stop this drama now and tell me where are they Amaya and anaya)

"mujhay kia pata"

(I don't know)

"tunay kahan tha mujhay tu le kar jaega unhain apnay sath Houston"

(you told me about taking her with you to houston)

"han kaha tha par hai kia wo mere sath"

(yes I did but is she with me)

Don't know what got in me I hit my own brother and made my anger realized on him, I punched hard on his face to saw it bleeding,

"bata kahan hai Amaya aur Anaya"

(tell me where is Amaya and anaya)

"daam haina to khud dhundh le ja batata hoon mainay he Amaya aur Anaya ko chupaya hai daam hai to dhundh k dikha"

(have guts so try to find them yourself, let me tell you I hide them both if you really have guts find them)

With that said my own brother pushed me out of his room, he did wrong. Well what I did to him was not even good. But I need Amaya and he is doing this to me.

Kahan dhundoon ab Amaya ko? Siddharth...wo janta hoga kuch

(where should I find Amaya? Siddharth he must know something)

Par us k paas jaoun madad mangnay?

chaleja Hussain teri biwi ka sawal hai

(but why would I ask for his help?

its ok hussain she is your wife)

Defeating on the battle of my heart and brain my heart won it and I once again engine up my car to Siddharth's house.

"sab acha sa hai magar pata nahi kiyoun ye sab kar k dosti khatam hogai us say. 2 haftay guzar gaye us baat ko par us nay ab tak mujhay maaf nahi kia, woh ab baat nahi karna chahti mujhsay.pata nahi kaise hogi thek bhi hai k nahi. bas mujhay us say dosti chaheye. Pata hai pyar nahi karti who mujhsay par meri bohot achi dost hai. Tumhai kiya lagta hai manay gi kiya?"

(Everything is good then I don't know isn't she friend with me anymore after doing this? It's been 2 weeks since that happened she didn't forgave me yet. I don't know how is she is she ok or not. I just need her friendship I know she doesn't love but she is a good friend of mine. What you think will she forgive me? )

"zaroor manay gi yaar"

(of course she will dude)

Studying psychology is easier than counseling. Here I am a famous councilor Vihan choudhary from all over New York just to listen this famous actor Siddharth malhotra's blabber

Par kia karain yaar pait k liye bhi to kuch karna parta hai

(but what should I do you know we need to do something for this stomach)

He told me all about the incident he created with her best friend and now he is over depressed to do this with her friend who now rejected his friendship.

Well I know these actors want to keep everything secretes but

har cheez mai chochlay dikhanay ki kia zaroorat? Ab inka illaj karnay councilor bhi New York se aye had hai ameeri ki bhi

(Why to be so obsessed with show off in everything? So now just to council them the need a counselor from newyork. There should be a limit to richness)

"listen just try to be nice with her and try not to disturb her once, twice maybe ten time but at the end she will acc........"

I was instructing Siddharth when someone entered the house from face whom I know Hussain... Amaya's husband the women siddharth's been talking about. Well Sid is my friend also but now he is behaving so like a patient to me.

"Amaya kahan hai"

(where is amaya)

The person in front of us asked and Sid stands up after excusing me

I sat there like there is nobody in the house and the two men talk all politely

"Amaya kahan hai"

(where is amaya)

"mujhay nahe pata meri us se mulaqat nahi hui, kiyoun kiya hua"

(I don't know I didn't get a chance to meet her, why what happened?)

"pata nahi yaar kahan gayi hai dhoond dhoond k thak gaya mere bhai nay last time mujhay dhamki di thye k wo Amaya ko le jaega Houston aur pata nahi kahan chupa diya us nay Amaya ko"

(Don't know dude where have she vanished I m tired finding her last time my brother threatened me that he will take Amaya with him to Houston and now don't know where have he hidden her)

"sorry but ab shyed tumhain fikar Amyra ki honi chaheye Hussain.aj walima tha tumhara who wait kar rahi hogi tumhara"

(sorry but I think now I think you should care about amyra hussain it was your reception today she must be waiting for you)

"han par Amaya bhi to meri..."

(yes but Amaya is also...)

"biwi thye"

(was your wife)

"mai Amyra se pyar nahi karta"

(I don't love amyra)

Hearing all the conversation then I got to hear the name Amyra and unconditionally I took the full name of one of the person near to my heart. And the both heard it

"Amyra dastur"

"Excuse me how you know her that's my wife's name"

The person who was talking to Siddharth asked me only to make me shock

"Amyra..Amyra dastur... tumhari next film ki lead tumhari biwi hai?"

(Amyra..Amyra dastur... the lead to your next film she is your wife?)

I asked the man standing right in front of me

"yes... how do you know her?"

"kiya baat kar rahy ho yaar itni himmat tum mai ek pagal se shadi kar li"

(what are you talking about, so much guts that you married a mental woman)

Squeezing my head with my palms I took a seat at siddharth's hall having his counselor in front of me telling me that my wife is not well

"She has bricardia kind a mental disorder, normally the persons who suffers from this disorder seems normal but according to a mental state she has a damage at some nerves which make them to think that he/she loves the person"

"But its normal hum we do love someone anyways" I asked frowning at the disorder he was telling me

"han normal hai but inka pyar sure nahi hota.they change time to time only to create damage in the person's life. sidd se pata chala k tmhari wife ko tumnay divorce de diya hai...im sure that's what she created....Amyra dastur once loved me par mere family waly shadi k liye nahi maan rahy thay mainay us k liye sab kuch chor diya and then at our marriage she was all null and she left me"

(Yes its normal but their love isn't sure, they change time to time only to create damage to other person's life sid told me about that you divorced your wife, I am sure that's the mess she created....Amayra dastur once loved me as well but my family wasn't accepting her with me to get married I left everything for her, and at our marriage day she was null. She left me)

"It's been rarely found if a million person we take then there will be 1 with this disorder"

The person in front of me made me aware about the detail and made me to think what all happened.

meri zindagi barbaad hogai par galti bhi kisi ki nahi

(my life has been ruined but it's no one's fault)

"Hussain daikh bhai Amyra nay kia kar diya meri maan Amyra ko chor day ab"

(Hussain look Bro seen what have amyra done listen to me and leave her)

Sid said

"No if you do that then she will try to harm you " vihan said

"to kia karoon main? Aisa kiya karoon k meri bigri zingagi line pe ajaye"

(then what should I do? What should I do to put my life back on track)

I asked the man in front of me

"daikho Hussain Amyra ko treatment ki zaroorat hai jo us k family waloon nay ussay nahi dilwai us ki treatment karwao please"

(look hussain amyra need treatment what her family didn't gave her, so you need to put her under treatments)

"whats the process" I asked

"pyar...pyar do ussay itna k had nahi and us pyar pyar main us ko medications do wo theek hone lagygi khud par iska matlab ye hargiz nahi that she will start loving you"

(Love...give her love so much that there is no limits give her medicines care for her she'll start being fine, but doesn't mean she'll start loving you)

"to kia matlab she don't love me?"

(so you mean she don't love me)

"No this disease of her made her think that"

(haw what happened here....Amyra is mad?)

(means hussain is doomed whole...Amaya is gone and even amyra)

(but the point is why is Amaya in Italy?)