Taka was lying down on a couch around midnight when he heard the door bell go off. "He's here!" He beamed, running towards the door. "Toru!" He smiled at the face confronting him. However, the latter wasn't smiling. He silently stepped inside,leaning his head on Taka's shoulder. "What's wrong?" He asked with concern lacing his syllables, his hand stroking the blonde's head gently. He frowned at the scent of alcohol he smelled from his lover. "Toru?" He called again, closing the door that was left ajar.

Toru burried his face further in Taka's shoulder, finally moving his arms to hug his petite man. "You do love me right Taka?" He breathed softly, his fingers digging into the other's back. Moriuchi's eyes widened a bit, trying to look back at his partner. "What are you talking about? Of course I do" he answered honestly, feeling Toru shift. The taller man stood and smashed his lips to Taka's, not giving him chance to retort. He forcefully pulled him and deepened their kiss, his eyes closed, not even seeing Taka trying to escape. With his eyes wide, Taka tried to push the bulky body restricting him, but he was too weak to succeed. Out of breath and strength, Taka chocked into their kiss, and only then did Toru let him go. The shorter of the two coughed until he calmed down, then returned his attention to the guitarist. "What's wrong Toru??!" He implored with despair, getting a dead look in response.

"Come with me okay?" Taka whispered softly, taking Toru's hand in his, guiding him to the sofa he occupied not long ago. He watched as Toru sat down, closely following him. "Did something happen?" Taka asked again, stroking Toru's hand. When Toru didn't respond, the frontman continued talking. "You said you were going to party with your friends, you were all cheerful so what happened that you look so depressed? And why did you drink too much your face is flushed!" He reprimanded, but still no answer from the younger. A while of silence passed and Toru's hair returned to the vocalist's shoulder. The latter watched as his boyfriend snuggled up to his side, hugging his knees. Taka extended his arm around Toru's shoulders, pulling him even closer. "I just had a little talk with my friends that..angered..me a bit so I drank a lot" Toru finally confessed, going impossibly close to Taka, suddenly feeling the rush of emotions take over him, he needed to be close to his beloved. "It doesn't seem like a bit to me" Taka explained, using his free hand to comb Toru's bangs out of the way.

"C'mon baby what happened hm?" Taka soothed, pressing a long kiss to Toru's blonde nest. "You trust me right Taka?" Toru asked timidly, shifting his head closer to Taka's neck. The latter only leaned his cheek over his lover's head as he grabbed his hand. "Yes, I do" he replied, only to get another question in store. "Even when I leave you alone till this late?" Taka paused, contemplating the question. "I told you that I trust you, AND I love you no matter what, so it's okay. I want you to have fun" he finally responded, waiting for any reaction from Toru, but he got none.

_what if I got depression and started being so annoying?

_I'll hold your hand until we get through this together Toru

_and if I injured my arms and couldn't use them?

_I'll feed you with my own hands

_ if we ever got into a big fight, you'll leave me right?

_Never, a fight can't break my affection towards you, how many times am I supposed to remind you about how much I love you?

Another 'what if' escaped the guitarist, and Taka rolled his eyes. The hail of questions was getting on his nerves if he were to be honest. A vulnerable Toru was a rare chance to happen, but he still didn't know how to deal with it. He shouldn't have drunk so much. "If I suddenly disappeared from ONE OK ROCK, or if I...died. What would happen? I don't think anyone cares about my existence anyway" At that, Taka's face contorted with shock, then he changed his position, forcing Toru to face him. "Look.at.me.Toru." he warned as Toru averted his gaze. "No one cares about your existence? What on earth are you talking about? You're the sole founder of ONE OK ROCK, if you suddenly disappeared millions of fans will be devastated. You're our one and only leader" Taka stated, grabbing both of Toru's hands while maintaining eye contact. "And what about me? Tomoya and Ryota? We're family Toru, we can't live without you, especially not me." He continued, tears forming in his eyes rapidly. "Please, don't ever say unreasonable things about death again. I don't want to imagine that" he chocked out, his tears finally falling free. "You're the angel I still can't believe I've met, you saved me, you protected me. Then you made me fall for you so hard I can't pass a single day without missing you. How can you say that I don't care about your existence?" Taka sobbed, his tight fists smacking away the tears, while Toru watched silently.

The guitarist finally moved, slowly grabbing Taka to his solid chest. "I'm sorry" he whispered, stroking Taka's back. "Please don't cry like that. Please" he murmured, not hiding the fact that his boyfriend's crying broke his heart. "I was just...a little insecure. I didn't know it would hurt you this much" the blonde man elaborated, now trying to get the smaller man to face him. Tenderly turning Takahiro's visage towards him, Toru wiped Taka's tears, smiling at him softly. "I won't say that again, please stop crying" he begged with closed eyes, leisurely pressing his lips to Taka's forehead. "Toru I love you so much" Taka repeated for the umpteenth time that day, his two hands gingerly framing Toru's neck. His thumb grazed the beauty mark that embedded his lover's neck, before he leaned his head towards the younger once more. "Me too Taka, more than you can even imagine" the latter replied, tightening his arms around Taka's back.