what did you do?

Taehyung stared at the white ceiling as he remembered all the time he spent with Jeongguk. He knows that after what Jeongguk said to him, he shouldn't remember him. He knows this is against his self-respect but he just loved the younger so much that he can't believe that he actually acted the whole time to just fuck him once. He felt like everything they had was just so real.

"I can't believe you did this to me." he subconsciously said when he felt the door creak, Namjoon entering.

Taehyung sat up and smiled at the other who smiled back and settled beside him, "I went to meet Jeongguk today."

"Why?" Taehyung asked wiping the tears away that were threatening to fall.

"I went there for a proper explanation but I guess what I saw was...." Namjoon stopped and Taehyung was now scared, "Is he alright, Joonie?"

"You love him this much?" Namjoon brushed his palm on Taehyung's cheek who nodded and another batch of tears rolled down his cheeks which were immediately wiped away by the other who was smiling at him.

"And I hate myself for still loving him. He is an asshole! A fuckboy." Taehyung shouted as if he wanted to get the words in his head instead of letting Namjoon hear those.

"He is more hurt than you are, Tae." Namjoon compared and the writer was very confused, "Why would he be sad? He clearly said that I meant nothing to him."

"Hey.." Namjoon cupped the other's cheeks and kissed him on his forehead, "You love him right? Then why don't you ask yourself if whatever he said can be true. You know him better than me."

"What are you saying? This can't be..." Taehyung stopped and remembered how Jeongguk always said he is perfect. He remembers how Jeongguk was sad and trembling the last time he was here. Was all the concern, everything just a lie? How can he pretend to love him all the time?

Taehyung suddenly remembered about the diary which Jeongguk used to write. Who the hell would write a whole fucking diary about someone if he wanted him for just a fuck?

"I bet he cried whole night." Namjoon spoke causing the other to snap out of his thoughts, "Maybe he is guilty."

"So, he keeps your picture in his phone just because he is guilty?" the taller male laughed and the writer just stared at him in disbelief.

"You love me right? Then why are you trying to set me up with him again?"

"Because I know you love him. By the way Stella told me that you didn't even cry this much after our divorce." Namjoon though said with a smile but deep inside he still loved the younger and wanted him to be happy. Even it was not with him.

"So, why is he doing this?" Taehyung asked as his head rested on the other's chest, "Wait a second.. his mother. His mom never liked me and wants him to marry some girl she knows."

"That's it." Namjoon smiles, "Maybe she forced him to do so."

"How do we find out?" Taehyung questioned hugging his ex husband more tightly if that was possible.

"We need to come up with a plan."

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Jeongguk walked down to the dining hall when his mother called him.

His eyes were puffy, his head was pounding like hell and a frown was decorating his face. The young CEO's mother didn't care but his father seems to notice it and asked, "What's wrong, son?"

"Why don't you ask Mrs. Jeon?" Jeongguk bitterly said, his voice cracking because of all that crying.

"Jeongguk, why are you behaving like this? And have you been crying?" Jeongguk's father asked worried.

"Mrs. Jeon knows better. I believe she has a far better explanation than I have." Jeongguk glared the lady who sighed and continued eating.

"I have fixed your engagement with Hara exactly after 15 days and Mr. Kim's book will be published after the engagement party." the lady just shamelessly said and her husband was quite confused.

"What are you saying? Jeongguk loves Taehyung. Where does Hara come from?" he questioned and could hear Jeongguk bitterly chuckle.

"Hon, I will explain to you. Just stay out of it and moreover Jeongguk broke up with that man."

Jeongguk had enough and stormed out of the scene leaving his parents alone.

"Ji Hae, what did you do?"

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