promise me

"Just fucking leave!" Jeongguk shouted making the other flinch at the sudden loud voice.

"I will then come back later." Taehyung who was half way in the cabin turned back and Jeongguk realized who it was, immediately regretting what he did though it was not on purpose.

"Baby...." Jeongguk rushed to Taehyung who was about to leave and stopped him by back hugging him tightly, "I'm so sorry, I didn't realize that it's you, I thought it was some staff."

Taehyung turned around and smiled. He cupped Jeongguk's cheeks and pressed his lips against the other's giving it a quick kiss, "I know you won't shout at me, for no reason at least. But I think I should come back later, you maybe need some time alone."

"Alone?" Jeongguk let out a sarcastic half suppressed laugh and held Taehyung's hands pulling them down from his cheeks, "I was all alone until you came to my life, Tae... I don't wanna be alone anymore."

Taehyung tightly hugged his boyfriend, Jeongguk reciprocating that instant, "What happened? Why are you so tensed, baby?"

"I don't like this job, this office. I don't..." Jeongguk stopped, "Let's just forget it."

"No, babe. Share it with me. You will feel good" Taehyung suggested, brushing his hands through the younger's black hair who nodded.

"Dad just keeps on pushing me towards all these responsibilities and expects that I would do great. He even asked where was I last two days." Jeongguk explained and Taehyung's breath hitched as he got scared.

"I will tell my parents about you tonight." Jeongguk says with a smile and Taehyung got even more scared.

"No!" Taehyung opposed. Biting his bottom lip, he looked at the other and requested, "Please, don't tell them now."

"Why?"

"I don't want to lose you so soon, baby." Taehyung felt his eyes getting glassy due to the tears forming at the corner of his eyes, "Please don't."

"Baby, we need to tell them some day, then why not now?" It was Jeongguk's turn to cut Taehyung's cheeks, "I know they won't take this well, that I am in love with a man. But that won't stop me from loving you. Like my opinion doesn't matter to them, their opinion just doesn't matter to me."

"I am not just a man, Gguk. I am an old man. They will not let you be with me." Taehyung already predicted the consequences and was frightened to the core even thinking about Jeongguk not being with him.

"Please don't tell them now. Don't tell until you need to, please. Promise me."

Taehyung pressed their forehead's together, "Gguk, I don't want to lose you." The hot breath hitting Jeongguk's mouth who nodded, agreeing,"Fine, babe. But remember someday they will find out but that doesn't mean I will leave you. Never."

"I know it's early to say this but... I love you Gguk." Taehyung said and felt his back curving when Jeongguk pushed him and pressed his lips on his. His hands automatically went to grab Jeongguk's back whose hands were already on Taehyung's waist.

They kissed like there was no tomorrow. It was rough and passionate. Thanks to the large opaque sticker of the company on the glass door that didn't let the other stuff to see their boss and his client making out.

"I love you too." Jeongguk pulled away from the kiss to say this and again sealed their lips together into a breathless kiss. Soon they pulled away only because of the lack of air and smiled pressing their foreheads together.

Jeongguk felt good at the moment and he now tried to focus on work. All thanks to Taehyung who was now walking back to his car, their meeting due for the day which was actually a nice excuse to see his boyfriend again tomorrow for the same meeting.

"He wants to sing. I know all these things are just not his type." Taehyung whispered to himself and sighed feeling bad for his Googie.

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"So, you are not coming tonight?" Taehyung asked through the phone and Jeongguk sighed from the other side.

"Ah, baby. I want to but today dad wants to talk to me." Jeongguk so wanted to stay with Taehyung cause nothing about his mansion feels like home. All that feels like home is Taehyung and he can't wait to get back.

"Hey, remember your promise, please don't tell your parents about us right now." Taehyung requested.

"I promised, baby. I won't." Jeongguk said and heard his name being called from downstairs.

"I will call your later, babe." Jeongguk said and ended the call after Taehyung said a 'love you.'

"What took you so long?" Jeongguk's mom asked as he walked down making him sigh, "Does it matter?"

"Look, Jeongguk. You can't talk to me like that. Where were you last two days?" The middle aged woman that was Jeongguk's mom asked and Jeongguk sighed.

"I was at a friend's house." Jeongguk lied and his mother seems to buy that.

"You should focus more on work, son."

"Mom, dad. Please. I don't want to work. Why don't you guys understand?" Jeongguk stabbed the steak with the fork in frustration.

"But you have to." His dad said through a mouthful of meat.

Jeongguk hung his head low, how can they be so selfish? All he wanted was just to pursue his dreams but even that was not allowed.

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my motivation came back when i saw this book in #2 in vkook yeeeee