I'm so ready for tonight. I'm waving to my mom as she drives off with the kids and I'm so ready for what's about to happen. She didn't say much after what Jax told her, she just told me she loved me and that she'd bring the kids back Sunday. They gave us big hugs before sprinting out of the door so they could go to the beach.

I think they're more excited to go with their grandparents who fill them full of sugar, then Jax and I are to fuck like rabbits when they leave. Once the car has pulled out of the gate I wave to the kids and close the door. I'm not worried about them with my mom, I just want a text when they get there okay. Not even one minute later I've locked the door and I'm walking to the couch where Jax is sitting.

I smile walking over to his lap before straddling him and smiling onto his lips before I kiss him. "You, me, bedroom. Right now." He whispers onto my lips as I laugh.

"Date Jax. We're still at eight." I whisper as he laughs and rubs my back in his palms. "Fine, what do you want for a date? Ten-minute date before I cum in my shorts" he whispers as I smile.

"Foreplay?" I whisper onto his lips as his face brightens up. He immediately lifts me from the couch and takes me into the bedroom before shutting the door and dropping me into the sheets.

I immediately pull my tank top over my head and start reaching for his shorts. He slips them off without breaking apart our lips as I grab his tee and lift it over his head. Once he's naked he's reaching for my shorts and thong, taking them both off. I'm kissing him over and over and I'm in a panting mess by the time my bra is ripped off and I'm naked for him.

"Holy fuck" he whispers kissing down my stomach as I hold his head. He's rubbing up my thighs when he opens them to accommodate his frame.

"No" I whisper as he goes kissing my pelvis. I immediately stop him from eating me out. "What?" he asks as I pull him up to me and grab his waist.

"I change my mind" I whisper laughing as he smiles onto my lips. "I want on top," I tell him back as I wrap my legs around his waist.

"Please do" he whispers as I smile onto his lips. I push him over at the same time he falls onto his back and grabs my waist pulling me on his waist. He has no idea what I want to do with him.

"Nope" I whisper kissing his chest as he stares blankly. "Ry what?" he asks rubbing up my ass as I smile. I kiss his chest smiling as I grab his waist.

"Flip me" I whisper as I feel his girth grow in my hand. He flips me around on his waist as I move him closer to the end of the bed. I see the mirror on the dresser when a different idea hits me. I pull him to the end of the bed until he's sitting down, I'm sitting on his lap when he looks at us in the mirror.

"I have an idea" I whipser as he nods kissing my collarbone. I feel his hardness below my ass when I reach back and sit closer to him. I feel his tip rub along my opening, and I'm not ready for what hits. He thrusts into me as I smile and lean back. I hold his scalp while watching us in the mirror. It's the sexiest thing I've ever seen.

I'm rocking backwards with my legs wide open letting him fuck me and I'm loving it. I rock on his waist for a few minutes before my stomach is tightening and I'm moaning out his name over and over. "Jax" I whisper into his ear sucking down his neck from my position on his waist as he grabs my head and tongue fucks me.

"I love you" he whispers as I smile. "I love you back" I whisper before we're both cumming that instant. And we don't stop rocking until I feel him leaking down the inside of my thighs.

He's rocking into me grabbing my breasts in his palms again when I stop him. "Something different" I whisper back over my shoulder as I grab his scalp, "Ry? We don't...." he whispers referring to what he thinks I'm doing.

"Not that" I whisper making him laugh. "Trust me" I whisper reaching back rubbing his head. He nods immediately as I pull away from him. I move to the stand in front of him and drop to my knees as I rub up his thighs. He pulls me closer to him when I grab his legs and open them.

"What haven't you done in five years?" I whisper onto his chest as I kiss his stomach.

"Make love to you, never done that" he whispers as I smile. "Well, and something else" I whisper as he stares blankly. I smile as I push my breasts onto his dick and he instantly moans.

"Fuck" he whispers as I smile and move my boobs so he can fuck them. He moves his dick into my breasts before I lean down taking his girth into my mouth and sucking him off, or as best as I can considering how big he is.

He can't take much of it, not even longer than five minutes before I pull away and let him cum on my breasts. I grab his thighs rubbing them while he cums on my breasts and finishes. When he's done he's sedated. "That good babe?" I ask moving off my knees to kiss his chest up to his neck.

"That good" he whispers picking me and bringing me to straddle his lap as he moves back on the bed. He grabs me and cleans off my chest with his tee before throwing me into the bedsheets onto my stomach. He pins me down to the bed and kisses down my neck before teasing me by running his dick up and down my folds.

"Touch me" I whisper into my pillow when he grabs my hip and pounds into me from behind. He grabs the headboard and pulls my hips to him before moving me to my knees and hitting me from behind.

And it feels so damn good.

I cry as he pounds into me and when he hits my g-spot I see stars. "Fuck Jax, keep going" I moan as he rocks into me over and over again. I cry as I orgasm and it feels so good tears leak from my eyes. I feel his hands move down my back to my ass as he kisses down my shoulder blades to my back and kisses one of my buttcheeks.

I smile when he flips me over and pulls me on top of him. "Mmm" I moan feeling where he was inside of me as I kiss his neck. He smiles onto my cheek as I rub his scalp and pull away. He kisses my wedding ring, and then pulls me to him as he kisses me.

"I love you Jax, please don't mess this up." I whisper onto his lips as he shakes his head no. "Never again Ry, I love you." he whispers back kissing me. Except for this time it's slower, it's so intimate, something we never do. There's no rush, we just admire each other lips. And we kiss, for five minutes at least, we just kiss and alternate between tongues.

"Ry" he whispers pulling away as he kisses down my neck. I feel his cum residue still stuck to my breats but that's okay. There's nothing I'd rather be doing right now.

"Will you let me do something we've never done?" he asks as I nod. I don't care what it is, I'll do it all with him.

"Let me make love to you" he whispers pulling me off his chest as he lays me down into the sheets. Come to think of it, we've never slowly fucked. We've always go so carried away we've never made love, we just fuck.

"Okay" I whisper as he kisses my lips. It's so soft and slow, and it's so calming for me, but is building the tension of what's to come. He's never done this to me, which means he's never-"You've never done this before" I whisper as he nods smiling.

"Be my first?" he asks as I smile onto his lips and nod. I hold him to me, and let him move slowly, and the tension building between us is so much more than it is with fucking. By the time he's kissing all over my neck I'm dying for him to be inside of me. But he's doing everything but that. He's rubbing my thighs, my breasts, he's kissing all over my body, and I'm dripping ready for him.

He moves his hands to the inside of my thighs before finding my clit between his fingers and softly rubbing it between his forefinger and thumb, "That feels so good babe" I whisper encouraging him as he stays rock hard into my thigh.

"Is this too fast?" he asks as I shake my head no. It's a perfect speed. He holds my hip and stares into my eyes pulling away as he lines up at my entrance. He pulls me to him and opens my hip and I gladly moan when he pushes into me. My back arches off the bed when I feel his dick push to new heights inside of my relaxed cervix. I've never felt so much of him before, and it's slow.

He moves slowly inside of me, coating the inside of me with his length, marking my body in a way that he's never done before. I hold him in place by his chest as he continues kissing me and slowly penetrating my insides that are already relaxed and on the verdge of orgasming.

"Fuck I'm trying to go slow Ry but fuck" he whispers as I smile. "You're good babe" I whisper smiling onto his lips as he opens my thigh and starts rocking a slightly bit faster in pace. I grin onto his lips when he pushes right onto my g-spot, again. He knows he hits it when my toes curl around the back of his thighs.

"Right there?" he asks as I nod. He hits it again, but this time, oh my goodness. He moves slowly around in my g-spot, nagging me, until he pulls out and pushes again. I've a panting and moaning mess by the time he's holding himself back so he doesn't finish before I do.

He reaches down and rubs my clit as I grasp his chest to keep myself grounded from coming off of the bed. "Finish me" I whisper into ear as he smiles, "Gladly" he whispers as I grin and move him closer. Not even ten seconds later he's picked up his pace and I'm finishing that instant with him. I move my hand to the area of his shaft not inside of me, and start jerking him off in unison with his thrusts in me and he flares his nose before cumming looking into my eyes the entire time. We just stare at each other, and I know that I've never had such and intimate experience with a man before.

He stares into my eyes as I look back, "I love you so much" he whispers to me kissing my lips as he pulls away and rubs my hair.

"I love you Jax" I whisper back as he stays inside of me, softening and swelling. But I don't care, he can stay inside of me forever, I won't be able to walk tomorrow especially since my husband is more hung than a horse, but that's okay. I'll be right here, with the love of my life.

Forever.