Scarlett Breigh pov

This is it.

Here I am.

The chance of a lifetime.

Here and now.

I knew from that very moment I loved him. He was always with me. And I was meant to be with him. Being heartbroken twice is a terrible thing. But just like somebody else I knew their heart was broken. Twice.

I feel a breeze go by as I continue to sit on the tree I had climbed.

The sun shined on me and I felt Celine's presence beside me, comforting me.

"Celine.. Is- am I doing it right?" I ask scared.

"Do you know where they all went?" Celine asked suddenly but with just seriousness in her voice.

"Of course. I assigned them." I say confused.

"Then when you go, shut your eyes and walk. Block out every sound you hear. Follow your heart." She said putting her hand on mine.

"But celine..." I say trailing off.

"Just don't walk into a tree." She giggled trying to lighten the mood.

"It's time Celine." I say looking at my watch.

"Remember close your eyes, block every sound and follow your heart." She reminded me.

"Thanks Celine. We'll always be together. Forever and always. Nobody can replace you." I say tears welled up in my eyes.

She smiled back and replied.

"Go Scarlett."

I jump off the tree and land quietly. I look at her and she nods her head.

I take 2 deep breaths and begin to close my eyes. I block out every sound possible and begin to walk.

Follow my heart.

Follow my heart.

Follow my heart.

Follow

My heart.

I have too...

When I open my eyes I see a beach. My feet were in the sand. Also, I noticed a cottage farther away.

I see.. So I was brought here.

I open my mind link and tell Celine thank you. Then I block it and walk towards my future.

I see him.

Sitting on the roof. Crying into his hands. My heart breaking with every tear.

"Pl-plea-please stop." I say sadly.

He looked up and saw me. He looked at me, blinked a couple of times and smiled.

"Scarlett.. I'm sure you meant to go to Nicholas or Cato's house. Not the alpha." He said chuckling.

"You don't want me?" I ask a bit hurt.

"Wh-what? No! I thought you went to the wrong location and you didn't want me." He stuttered.

"You silly boy! I always wanted you. Even when you didn't need or have any interest in me, I still loved you." I say thinking back many years ago.

"Scarlett I can't let you be with me. I'm alpha. Your better off without me." He said quietly.

"But James... I love you!" I scream.

He looked at me and his eyes softened at the sight.

"Why are You crying.. Scarlett please don't cry baby girl." He said softly.

I feel my cheeks and I feel them wet! I'm crying? I made the right choice.

I need James.

He was always someone I needed.

"Why?" I ask.

"Why what?" He asked confused.

"Why'd you abuse me.. For those years?" I ask crying.

Memories flew back at me and my brain told me to run to Nicholas. Cato wasn't even in the picture.

"Scarlett.. You never knew?" He asked.

I looked at him surprised.

"You were always the perfect Luna. I loved you for many years. But.. Ian.. Otherwise known as Ashton's cousin.. He hated me. He threatened to kill you. To kill my future kids and my pack. I don't know why... But he despised you. So I know I hurt you but I did it for everyone else. But I didn't want them all to die so I'm sorry." He confessed tears in his eyes.

"James.. Thank you." I say smiling.

"What? Thank me for what?" He asked terrified at what he did.

"For abusing me. You did it for your future kids, our pack, and me. I couldn't love you more." I say tears going down my face in happiness.

"Scarlett.. I'm sorry for everything I did to you. I don't deserve you but since I'm so deeply in love with you... Can you be my girlfriend?" He asked after a few minutes.

I grin and hug him tightly.

"James, I love you."

"Love you too girlfriend." He winked and held my hand. Our fingers were interlaced and from that moment on I knew I was safe. I love the alpha that abused me.

1 year later

"James?" I ask in the middle of the night.

"Yeah baby girl?" He asked tired.

"I really do forgive you. I love you for everything you did to me. I couldn't ask for a better mate." I confess happily.

"Scarlett it's been one year. I can't believe it. I hope I was every thing you could wish for." He replied.

"Your not my everything. You are my world. My future.i love you James." I say blushing in the moonlight that shined above me.

"I love you too. Now lets go." He said happily.

"It's midnight!" I exclaim.

"Just put a dress on and lets go. And curl your hair!" He called over his shoulder.

1 hour later

I sigh as James pulled me out of the house and into the forest. He carried me bridal style and I'm sure he could see my blush.

"scarlettt!" He said singing.

"Yeah James?" I ask yawning.

"I need to know something." He said seriously.

"Yes?" I ask confused.

"Do you love me?" He asked.

"Of course. I always have and always will." I say grinning.

"Good because.." He trailed off.

He went on one knee and began to speak while I gasped.

"Your my everything Scarlett. Your my drive to live everyday. If you hadn't picked me one year ago, I wouldn't be alive right now. Your the best mate I could ever wish for and I love both you and your wolf. Your my trustworthy angel and my beloved princess. Your my mermaid of the sea, the birds in the sky, the star in space, and my reason to smile everyday. Although, I could never be me without you. I regret everyday of not saving you 16 years ago. All me tears without you were countless and all the days I felt alone and empty. All I can ask is for one chance. If I mess up once, leave me. Scarlett, your my everything and without you I couldn't live for another second. Could you do me the biggest honor in the world, and if you really thought I was worth it... Marry me?" He asked with the most beautiful voice in the world. A diamond ring layed in the box and I knew tears were in my eyes.

"Yes James. 100 times yes." I say through me tears.

He hugged me and smiled brightly.

"Yell it to the world. Tell them your mine." He whispered.

"I'm yours." I whisper so quietly.

"Why did you whisper it?" He asked confused.

"You are my world. I don't need to yell it."

And we just stayed in that embrace for hours.

Giving another chance was so worth it. I was given something special. The chance of a life time. Nobody was given this amazing opportunity.

And no matter how many times I imagined myself with Nicholas or Cato it wasn't perfect. I was too afraid of being with James again but I realized that he did it for me. His mate.

Cato.. He was the one that pulled me along after being broken twice. He tried to keep me smiling but never succeeded to learn the real definition of love. Cato never understood that even after remembering about me.. He could have chased after me. But now, Cato can't do anything. He had his chance, he blew it away. I love him, just not like James.

And then there was Nicholas. The beta. The one that held me together. He was my glue. Right after rejection, Nicholas came to my rescue. He understood me. He felt my pain. And for that I love Nicholas so much. I had a very hard time picking who I had loved but truly my heart knew. Nicholas, he grabbed my hand all the way through. He held me like a baby and kept me happy like a clown. Nicholas was my sky. Not my world. But just the sky.

Cato wasn't in the picture after that. The only reason that is true, is because I couldn't get James and Nicholas out of my head. They were like flowers blooming in my head.

I love Cato, but as my friend.

I love Nicholas, but as my bro.

And I love James, because he is the one.

One year since I picked James.

And even though I couldn't be happier, I knew that I made the right choice. The chance of a lifetime was chosen correctly by me. And I couldn't be more joyful.

"James." I whisper.

"Yeah baby girl?" He asked quietly.

"Who knew that if you abused me, it would come for me to love you?" I ask.

"Nobody knew except the moon goddess... I can't believe you chose me.." He trailed off.

"I love you." I smile.

The question is..

Who

Actually

Knew

That

If

The alpha broke me, it could find my love and happiness.

And for that,

I am glad that the alpha broke me.

Authors note

So it's the end😭😪💔

I'm heartbroken but so glad I could write my ideas out.

So this book..

Was a complete disaster for me.

With 1.4k readers I thought I would get more than 25 votes and 6 comments... That I replied to as well.

So yes this book was a failure.

Poop..

You guys don't get how I feel. I worked hard on this book. I stayed up for late nights working hard and I know, nobody reads these.

Because if you did read them you would know THE BOOK IS BEING TAKEN DOWN IN 6 DAYS!

Seriously...

So I love you all and thank you for reading the Alpha broke me.

I love you all and bless ya'l.