what i've learned over the past few months is that you are way stronger and braver than you might think you are. and surround yourself with people who do care, and with people you know will be there for you through anything.

it's now the beginning of march and things have already been changing since the trial. in a good way though, things have been changing for the better.

on valentine's day jack asked out this one girl named cylia. she is sooooo gorgeous and i can tell she really likes jack and of course jack likes her too. jack was telling us how much he really likes her and how much they have in common. they love skating together, and they go out on cute dates all the time. me and soph have become really close with her too, we love her a lot. finn does too, he thinks she is really good for jack and he really deserves someone like her.

and sophia? well sophia is still single but we always try to include her. me, finn, jack, and cylia were going to go on a double date type of thing but we decided we should invite sophia too because she's our bestfriend and we wouldn't want her to get left out. finn, jack, and i are trying to set her up with one of jack and finns friends. his name is jaeden and he is so so nice. we think they would be great for each other and we feel like they actually like each other but they are just to blind to admit it.

and for me and finn, we're doing amazing. even though we've only been officially dating for about a month we are doing great. we hang out almost every single day and go out a lot too. i've had a couple off days where i've just been upset or in bad moods and he's always there for me. brings me food, we watch movies and all those things. it's truly amazing and i love where we are at right now.

me, my mom, and my dad still don't have the best relationship but i don't really care anyway. i've tried so hard to even make small talk with them and not much happens. i did my part and if they want a better relationship with me than they have to do their part.

using this time though, i've been reflecting on the past and it's really taught me to be myself and get help whenever i need it. mental health is really important and i've been focusing on improving it, which has been happening. i'm in a good place with myself right now and that's really what matters.

that's pretty much everything that's happened since the trial and i honestly couldn't have asked for anything better. my friendships are amazing, my relationship is amazing, i mean everything is going so well.

and trust me when i say, things do get better. it may not feel like it right now but even if things get hard, they WILL get better.

hey guys so this was the end. thank you all for everything, and i mean everything. the never ending support on this book is incredible and means a lot to me. i know there were times when i slacked off for maybe a month but you guys still gave me support and i really appreciate that. it's crazy that this book has over 250 votes and 7k reads. i really wanted to write this to kind of spread awareness and help people with things they might be going through. i'm not the best writer obviously but i wanted to include the ups and downs of friendships and life all together. and please get help if you are in need of it. you are never alone. so here's my last thank you and goodbye! i love you all! ❤️