i can't even imagine what y/n is going through right now. or what anyone that has ever had to deal with a situation like this has gone through or is currently going through. it just makes me happy that y/n has an amazing support system through all of this... her bestfriends.

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after leaving the police station yesterday, i can't think straight. i've been with y/n, sophia, and finn at finns house because y/n is going to be staying here until her parents get back from their business trip or whatever. i don't even know if they know about her. where have they been through any of this. don't get me wrong, i adore her parents but i just thought they would be here for her. but i guess that's what the three of us are here for. me and soph are staying the night with finn and y/n tonight so we can all just go to school together tm instead of having finn come pick me and soph up separately. thank god tomorrow is friday though because i am so done with this week. but since tomorrow is friday it also means the three week "anniversary" of y/n um.. rape. we're all probably going to be together for a while until y/n starts to feel more comfortable without us around all the time.

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(fast forward to a school.. friday)

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when we all got to school sophia had to go to her locker quickly because we were almost late for first period. finn and jack came with me to my locker. i opened my locker and an envelope fell out. i didn't even bend over to get it. i just stared blankly into my locker. i heard finn pick it up behind me. he gave it to jack and they both looked at each other. i stood there waiting for them to open it. "i'll open it." jack said. jack slowly started to open the envelope. "NO! i- i'll open it." i said. "okay." jack said giving it to me. i pulled out a small piece of paper that says, "am i not good enough? why can't you notice me like you notice him? what's so good about him? i've done so much. we've even had sex and you still can't see me? what does finn have that i don't?" i dropped the letter and just stood there in shock. finn picked it up and read it and then handed it to jack. i shut my locker and leaned against it. i felt my legs give out underneath me, as i was slowly falling down with my back still to my locker. finn and jack say next to me. they both put their arms around me and leaned their heads against mine. i started crying a little. i can't do this anymore. what have i done wrong?

hey guys, sorry this chapter is so short. but thang you so much for 730+ reads. you guys are amazing.