why are the cops at y/n's house? i mean i wonder if they are really for y/n's "incident". does life get better for her? i know right now it may not feel like that but of course it will.

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i signed myself out of school and ran to my car. i drove kinda fast but not so fast to the point where i would've gotten pulled over. i drove past y/n's house and saw multiple police cars in front of her house, one of the officers was standing by the door. i don't know if he's knocking, like trying to get in. i'm scared for y/n. i don't want her even more upset then she already has been/is.

i kept driving and eventually got to my house. i got out of my car and ran to the door to get inside to see her. i got inside and i heard her come down the stairs and peek her head around the corner, probably just to make sure it was me. she came up to me and just stared at me for a second.

"are you okay?" i asked her in a soft tone. "finn i'm sorry. i'm dragging you into all my drama and it's not your place to take care of me and i just feel like i'm being a horrible person and-" i cut her off and said "y/n, what's your drama is my drama. you know i'm always here to help, i want to know what goes on in your life and i don't want you to feel like you have to hide anything from me. ever." "thank you finn, that really means so much." we smiled at each other. i took her hand and brought her upstairs.

"okay y/n we need to talk about all this. it's your story and you can tell it when you're ready. it's not up to me, sophia, or jack. it's up to you. but if i'm going to pitch in with my two cents, i feel like you should tell the police.-" "NO! i mean, no. i-i can't. what if they don't believe me? it's to late finn." she said almost crying. this makes my heart ache, so bad. "y/n, it's never to late. it is NEVER to late. but again, it's up to you. when you're ready, you should tell your story." i said, sort of smiling to help convince her what i was saying was genuine. "i know finn. but it's like, he's always here with me. and i'm scared to say anything at all." she said. by now, she was crying but not fully, just her watery eyes make me sad. "what do you mean he's always with you?" i asked in confusion. "he follows me, or knows where i am. remember when people were spreading rumors that i followed that guy to chick-fil-a? well, when i got there, i was about to walk in when im pretty sure i saw him looking at me. so i walked back to my car and drove home. and i've dreamt about him before. i had a dream that he was chasing me. i've never seen his full face but when i see him, the only things i see are the features i can remember. and something happened at school today, i'm pretty sure it was him."

"what happened y/n?"

" i opened my locker and there was an envelope. i opened it and there were multiple pictures of me in my house. not just my room but my kitchen, at my front door, and more. they were dated back to like two weeks ago. one of the scariest ones was from this weekend. a picture of me and you together on my bed." i'm so confused. it felt like my heart was in my throat. "what the fuck y/n. i'm so sorry. i had no idea this was impacting you so much. i really didn't know how much this can fuck with a person. and the fact that he's stalki- following you is just fucking insane. everything he's been doing leading up to and after your rape has all been premeditated and i will never be able to comprehend how someone could plan something like this. i don't know what his game is or what he's trying to do but i'm going to find him and kill him y/n. i will. me and jack are going to find who's doing this to you. you don't deserve any of this at all. you are so, so amazing and i don't understand how anyone could ever do this to you." i started crying because i can't handle seeing her in this much pain anymore. i feel like i'm not there for her through all this and i know she needs me. she needs me as her bestfriend.

"i love you finn. i don't know how much i've been telling you that recently but i love you. you mean the absolute world to me and i'm so happy to have you in my life. i just want all this to be over. i'm mentally being fucked with and i can't handle it anymore. i want to go home and be able to sleep my myself. i want to go do things without worrying about being followed. i don't want this anymore." after she said that i looked at her and i guess i zoned out. i'm scared. i'm scared for her. and i feel helpless. "i love you so much y/n. i feel the same way. seeing you so upset and hurting so much makes my heart break. truly it does. i want to be here for you as much as i can. you can stay here for as long as you need. whatever makes you feel safe. you know my mom won't mind. if you need me at any given time i want to be right by your side to help." i said. "thank you so much, for everything. i think i'm gonna stay here for a few days just until i feel more safe, thank you again." she said. "of course, and you know i'll always be here to help. whatever you're going through, i'm going through it with you." y/n was now fully bawling and honestly,

so was i.

we looked into each other's eyes. i leaned in and pressed my lips against hers. i pulled back and looked at her, taking in all her beauty. i almost started to panic since she didn't say or do anything until she leaned back in and kissed me. this time with more passion and i felt my stomach drop. she pulled back and i said "y/n i know this really isn't a good time but i've had feeling for you for so, so long. it's okay if you don't feel the same because we've been bestfriends for so long but i needed to tell you." she smiled at me and said "i like you too finn." i felt like my heart was about to explode out of my chest. "but i don't know if i'm ready for a relationship right now. i've just had a lot going on and you know that. i wanna be with you, but i don't know when i'll be ready."

"y/n, i'll wait for you. i'll wait as long as i have too." she leaned in and gave me the biggest hug.

i love you y/n y/l/n.

this one is kinda long so i hope it makes up for so many short chapters.