poor y/n, doesn't know that people know what had happened to her. doesn't know that they don't know the real story. doesn't know her friends know.

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me and sophia have calc together so after class we walked to the cafeteria. when we got there we tried to quickly get our food and sit at the table. i was earning odd looks from everyone, not knowing why i asked sophia if she knew and she told me she doesn't know why i'm being stared at. we get to the table to see finn and jack. as i sat down they stopped their conversation and both looked at me, giving me their full attention. "is everything okay?" i asked. "hmm i don't know y/n, why don't you tell us what happened at the party on saturday." my eyes widened at what finn had just said. my heart felt like it dropped, completely, like i didn't have a heart anymore. now i'm putting the pieces together. someone told everyone i had slept with someone. but i didn't. they don't know what happened. i didn't realize i was staring at finn and jack until jack snapped his fingers at me.

"w-what are you guys talking about?" i tried to play it off like i had no idea. i'm not telling them shit. "y/n we know you slept with someone you don't even know at the party." i spit out my drink, on purpose, to make it seem like it was funny that they would think i would actually do that. "what the fuck, you guys, you know i wouldn't do that. i'm still a virgin and you guys know that. plus, i would tell you if i had slept with someone, i promise." do i promise though? does being, ya know.. mean i had slept with him? jack spoke up and said "why is everyone saying you did then?" oh shit umm what the fuck do i say? "i don't know, i mean some guy was trying to get in my pants at the party and maybe he got mad telling everyone i had sex with him." okay wait i did not know i was so good at lying. finn gave me a glare, as if he was mad? "y/n tell me who the fuck was trying to get with you i swear to god i'll fucking kill him!" omg. "finn it's okay, i'm okay." "NO Y/N IT'S NOT OKAY! YOU DONT DESERVE TO JUST BE MESSED WITH AND HARASSED BY SOME RANDOM DICK!" holy shit finn. everyone was now staring at our lunch table, at finn. he wasn't embarrassed though, he doesn't care. i got embarrassed though. there is no reason to be but hearing the word harassed gave me a flashback. it's the first time i've heard it since. and i don't know why i'm reacting like this. i started crying but i didn't want my friends to notice. i quickly got my stuff and walked out of the cafeteria. i could hear finn yelling my name and saying to come back but i just wanted to be alone. i heard footsteps coming behind me, probably finn. but it was sophia. "hey soph." "y/n, are you crying?" sophia asked, she obviously knows i was crying, so i'm not gonna say i wasn't. "ya soph, it's okay. i was just kinda embarrassed that well, one, finn yelled that and two, that there's a rumor going around saying i slept with some random guy." i started crying more at this point. "y/n, you never get upset over stuff like that, finn and jack yell all the time during lunch and we get started at all the time. did something really happen at the party? you know you can tell me anything." omg now i'm gonna keep crying BRUH. "NO SOPHIA! OKAY JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" i didn't mean to do that, it just happened. before she could say anything else i walked away going to my locker to get my other stuff and go home, i can't do this anymore. not today at least. i got my stuff, signed out saying i had a doctors appointment. i got in my car and left. i didn't eat and i needed to calm down so i just went to

chic-fil-a.

i decided to go in because the drive thru line was way to long. when i got inside, there was a man sitting close to one of the windows. he had brown curly hair, skin that looked almost flawless. i walked out. that's him. it has to be. i got in my car and sat in my phone for a couple of seconds seeing i had 13 missed calls from finn, 4 from jack, 8 from sophia, and like 100 texts from our groupchat, saying they were sorry and asking what's wrong. they have nothing to be sorry about. i do. as i went to put my phone down. i looked up, seeing the man from before still eating, staring at me. i quickly put on my seat belt, and started my car, i looked back up and he was smiling at me. it's him. i'm positive. i drove as fast as i could, trying to stay within the speed limit being the non-reckless driver i am. i went home, ran upstairs into my room and cried. he's ruining my life. and it's only been not even 3 days.