Angel's POV

"My pep talk turned into a pep rally..." I raped as A$ap Rocky's "Fucking Problems" blasted through my iPad.

Its been two weeks an I'm ready to blow my brains out. I'm stuck in the house doing nothing. I mean I go shopping and what not but how much shopping can I do? My mom is annoying the hell out of me cause its just the two of us and it's getting annoying. Bey doesn't come home until the end of next week. I think she's in Philly tonight. Solo mad busy, I don't even know what state she in. I could call Leon and go chill with him, yeah I'll do that.But oh, check this, after this week a nigga leaving me high and dry to go to Cali with his dad for the rest of the summer. I'm not really mad at him but damn bad timing.

"Boo Boo!" I heard.

I lifted my head and left my room and ran into the living room.

"Kelly!" I yelled as I hugged her.

I haven't seen her in like a month because of the X-factor stuff.

"Hey boo." She said.

"Hey, what you on break or what?" I asked as we sat down.

"I'm done with the X-factor stuff, well for now." She said. "What you been doing?"

"Haven't you heard? I'm a menace to society." I said laughing.

"Stop saying that." My mom said walking past going to her room.

"It's what all the blogs are saying." I said.

Kelly rolled her eyes.

"Besides that, what you been doing?" She asked.

"I can't leave New York and I see my probation officer every Thursday." I said. "Soon it's gonna be once a month."

Kelly sighed.

"You good though?" She asked.

"I'm as good as I can be under the circumstances." I said.

"Don't worry. You'll be alright." She said.

"I guess but I'm bored in the house with just her." I said pointing towards my mom's room.

"Don't call me no damn her!" I heard my mom yell. "You know my name."

"I'm okay, I'm stuck in the house with Celestine." I yelled.

"Don't play with me Angel!" She yelled.

I laughed.

"You need stop playing before you get another busted lip." Kelly said laughing.

"Who told you?" I asked then smacked my teeth. "Bey need mind her business."

Kelly laughed.

"You knew she was gonna tell us." She said. "So what you tryna get in to."

"Nothing, I'm staying out of jail." I said.

She hit me.

"You know what I mean." She said.

"I don't know, I'm kind of famished." I said.

"You wanna go to lunch before going to your P. O ?" She asked.

"Uh oh, look at you. You gonna come with me to my P. O?" I asked.

"Do you want to go or not." She asked.

"I guess, who knows when I'm going to see you again." I said.

"Don't do that." She said.

"I'm just saying, y'all busy. I don't see y'all like that no more." I said.

"You know if you need me I'm here for you. We're all here for you." She said.

"I know. I'm just saying." I said. "Mama! Come woman, lets get lunch!"

"Angel! Don't get smacked!" She yelled.

I laughed as I got up to get my phone and shoes.

"I'm just playing." I said.

I need to quit, she gonna smack the hell out of me.

Beyoncé's POV

"Where are you?" I asked on the phone as I sat in the hotel room.

"I'm in LA, going over something's with Justin." Shawn said.

I sighed.

"Why you sighing all loud?" He asked.

"Cause I miss you." I said.

"Like every day?" He asked and laughed.

"Shut up." I said laughing.

"You gonna see me soon, your tour almost up." He said.

"Yeah." I said.

"Where my baby?" He asked.

"You talking to her." I said.

"Not that you not cute but..." He said.

"Fine, Blue." I said.

I heard little feet coming. I picked her up and put her on my lap.

"Papa." I said.

I put the phone on speaker.

"Blue." He said.

"Papa." She said

I just sat back and watched Blue look at the phone like how is her father talking to her. She babbled and said a few words and Shawn played along. I can't wait till this tour is somewhat over. I want to see my husband and sisters and nephew and just chill.

Angel's POV

"She was intense." Kelly said.

"Yeah, she plays no games." I said referring to my P. O.

"So what you doing tonight?" She asked.

"Probably movies with Leon before he leaves me." I said.

"Well you have fun and be safe." She said.

"Where you off to now?" I asked.

"Miami then LA." She said.

"Okay." I said as I hugged her.

"Okay, bye mama!" She yelled and my mom yelled back.

I walked her to the door.

"Okay, don't get stuck out there at sea again." I said.

"Shut up." She said leaving.

"Love you too." I said as I closed the door.

I leaned on the door thinking of what I wanted to do tonight. I guess watching movies with Leon.

*************

Okay, things didn't go as planned but that's fine. I'm on my way to a party, but Leon's with me. He got a text from some people I remember from freshman year and I don't want to be a downer so I told him we should go. It was a house party so nobody would really recognize me.

We walked in and they was blasting DMX "What These Bitches Want" which was surprising to me. I thought they would have Joey Badass or A$ap playing. I'm not complaining though, I'm an old soul. We walked through and Leon was dapping up people and I saw some people from back in the day. I'm not drinking shit unless it came in a can. Thank god they had red bull. I sipped that and danced with Leon until some dude got behind me and I turned around, he wasn't ugly so I danced with him to "Pop That". His hands was roaming too much for me so I went back to Leon. He was laughing his head off.

"Shut up." I said hitting him.

Some girl danced with Leon as I watched and that nigga couldn't even handle it. I was laughing when he came back over. For a minuet it seemed like this was throwback Thursday or some shit. Leon grabbed me when T.I.'s "24's" came on. We danced and when I looked back he was smoking something. He held it out to me.

"P.O." I said over the music.

"Black & Mild" he said.

I shrugged and took it. I couldn't smoke so I mine as well catch a buzz since I don't drink. We danced awhile and then I felt someone pulling on my hips and I looked and pushed his hands off me.

"Oh you don't want to dance with me?" He asked.

"No, Amir I don't." I said.

"Why? We used to dance together all the time." He said smiling.

Cocky ass nigga.

"Exactly, used to." I said.

"Oh it's like that?" He asked.

"It is what it is." I said.

He looked at me and then Leon and walked through the crowd. That nigga literally killed my vibe and buzz.

"You wanna leave?" Leon asked.

I nodded and we left out. That fact that he ruined my whole night pissed me off. We made it back to Leon's house and sat on his stoop.

"What's the real story with this nigga?" Leon asked.

"You really want to know because I don't think you do." I said.

"I'm your best friend, you’re like my sister. I need to know. I don't care, tell me." He said.

I looked into his eyes and took a deep breath. Here goes nothing.