At first it was only pushing and shoving, but by the time high school started they began to sexually harass me.

It started in sixth grade, so 11.

Classmates, mostly. But then they dragged in other people that didn't even go to our school.

First they would annoy me by kicking my shins and shoving me into lockers, but at the start ninth grade they began to sexually abuse me, and raped me.

I felt like trash. They turned me into an object and used me.

I still felt weak. I felt unclean and unpure

I started to cut, and I would rub open lemons on them so they would be infected

Yes. Again, I infected my own cuts and I starved myself for a period of time.

Yes. I've attempted suicide enough times for the mental hospital to be my home away from home. Once I attempted suicide twice in a single day and they had me under constant surveillance. I'm not allowed near razors or ropes, etc

I did at first, but they didn't believe me until they found me collapsed with an empty bottle of pills beside me

All throughout middle and high school

I'm sure I would be, but since then I've been moved to homeschooling, so no.

All I can say is tell someone from the start. I didn't tell anyone anything until eighth grade, two years into it. I wish I had told someone sooner, before things escalated to rape. If I had told someone back in sixth grade, maybe none of that would have happened...