Hi.

So let's just jump right into it. I've been bullied before 6th grade but this time it was so bad I thought about suicide.

I was bullied by this irl I considered my "friend" shitty friend right? She would yell at me and all me names and say I was a suicidal little attention whore.

She was the reason I started cutting... Again... She would always hurt me and talk about my family, how it was broken and she had the perfect life. I started cutting on my arms. Then I progressed down to my thighs.

The cuts got deeper and larger as the days went one my smile got wider. I noticed my friend also had started cutting so I confronted her. It was sad.

We both would ask our moms to buy us pencil sharpeners and then burst the razors out of them.

One time I remember crying so hard that I couldn't break the skin so she did it for me. We both agreed to stop. It didn't make us feel any better it made us feel worse.

After we stopped the bully would always point out my scars and snicker and laugh.

One day my brother commuted suicide. I was cryin and she started teasing me so I straight up yelled in her face. I told her what had happened and she still hasn't apologized.

I'm still going through her hell right now. But al I have to say is... Please stay strong! Be stronger than I was and don't cut!

ADVICE: Don't give in to the bully! It'll only make things much much worse!