I started middle school (year 7-9) and I had been at the same school for a while now. I was getting bullied by the same since I started at the school, because I was better at here at singing. I understand she was jealous but she could dance, and play the violin like I had never heard anyone play before. She had such an amazing family that loved her, so I crosse of family reason at home. When the sinew student came she told them all this things that weren't true about me. I went on a trip once and I came back to enshrine laughing at me and I found out that she said that I went on a holidays to have sex with boys for money. She said that I like having Sed and that I am a slut. I am about to start year 9 and since year 7 I have been told 'why am I here' , 'I deserve to be dead', 'go mill yourself, it will be better without you'. I have since then started cutting myself and don't know how to stop.

I felt like and still feel like I am useless,

It started when I was 7 and still hasn't stop I am now 15.

I started self harming and still am.

I have thought of suicide but have had a great friend talk me out of it.

I have been betting bullied for 8 years but 10 years at school.

Should I tell someone like a concellour?

How to I stop self harming?

Will it ever get better?