I've been bulled all my life. I'm an outsider. Someone who doesn't fit in. When i get put into groups i get scared and panic. And when i get scared and i panic i tend to talk alot, that's how i got the nick name jabber. I never let it get to me. ..or at least never let it does on the outside. If killed me on the inside. Ive cut yah i have scars to prove it. But it doesn't make me any lesshuman. Everything started looking up when i met my boyfriend. (Who is now my fiancé ). Everything had color again everything was bright and happy and i stopped cutting. Formonths i was clean until the new popular girl of high school came around. She took over my friends talked behind my back got me suspended because i fought her. I had had enough of her bullying me and othee kids around me. Someone had to stand up and i had to make sure it was right. I didnt want it to end in a fist fight but that's what happened. And afterwards she stopped for a while till my parents found out i was bullied. They pulled my out of school and put my into homeschooling. I found out after i left the girl started a rumor saying i was pregnant and was getting an abortion. I lost it. ..i lost all my friend i almost lost my boyfriend. I started cutting street months and month clean i couldn't take it anymore. I relapsed that went on fire about three months then my boyfriend helped me through the stages of getting clean again. That was 2 years ago. I've been clean since:)

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