《BULLIED》Submission 914
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I was bullied in a verbal and physical way. Some of it kinda got to my head, so does that count as mental?
Around 5 years old. Yes. 5.
A range of my sister, to people at school, like classmates or friends-I-thought-I-knew.
The first thing, a basketball to the spine. They would call me names no kindergartener would understand, so I didn't know what to do.
As I got older, it progressed and I knew the meanings of the names. But I kept getting worse.
While: I felt weak. Weak for not being able to do anything.
After: I still feel weak. Depressed, angry, sad and fearfulness added on.
Yes. Many things actually. I used to sharpen pencils at school and jab them in my skin, drew on myself, hoping to get ink poisoning until it moved to the most extreme thing I've ever done. I grabbed a razor.
Yes. Both. I'm depressed right now, and starting to starve myself, but atleast I switched of off cutting.
Yes. I've cut, tried to hang myself (the rope broke), and I'm slowly-starving myself right now.
I told one girl. That was today actually (December 4th, 2015). She actually listened...
Why? She has also tried suicide. But she hasn't told me if she has/is in depression. She listened to me, and we're starting to become friends! :)
About most of my years at school. (7-10 years. I'm 14 now)
Yes. And it feels like hell everyday for me.
You know that friend I was talking about that also has tried suicide?
Me and her are starting something. If you have tried any sort of suicide, ANY AT ALL!, every single Friday put black ribbon around your wrists.
If you don't have black ribbon, draw it with a pen!
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If you see a person with black ribbon around their wrists, walk up to them and say: 'Stay strong.'
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