My mom told me that one of my classmates in grade nine saw her and asked for my number because she wants to visit me. I was shocked to hear that, so I told my mom that I don't want to see this girl anymore. She didn't know what my classmates did to me three years ago and said she doesn't understand why I push away people who love me the most. I didn't want to tell her anything, I remember when I told her about the horrible messages I received on facebook she said that I shouldn't let it happens again and I should get over it.

So I went to my room and started to remember what they did.

When I moved to this class I thought I will stay popular, happy and make new friends, but I didn't, they were mean. One of my them started to tell the others that I'm arrogant although I don't have anything to be proud of, she called me names and spread rumors about me then the bullying started. I stayed inside at Recess because I didn't have friends to hang out with, and I'm blind and can't go outside alone. So I used to stay in the classroom pretending that I'm studying because I didn't want anyone to feel sorry for me. Things got worse and worse, they bullied me in front of everyone, teachers and kids knew but didn't do anything. I remember One day, before I realized that everyone choose to bully me, I asked one girl what class do we have now, she laughed at me and said to her friend: she askes this and the teacher is standing in the classroom then they laughed together.

This girl who wants to visit me used to sit with me when she wanted to have fun and told me horrible things pretending that she is being friendly to me. Then some kids started to send me these things on Facebook, they told me that I'm worthless and no one would ever need or love me so I don't have to go to school...

I remembered everything and I was stressed out about what my mom said, then I had a panic attack.

Now I'm not bullied anymore, I learned not to talk and make new friends, people think I'm shy, they don't know anything.