Hello everyone im Crystal and ive been bullied for 6 years (not bullied anymore) it all started in first grade. The school i went to was horrible kids were cursing at 7 years and hitting and more stuff but back to the bullying so 1 day in class we had a new student (bully1) she was very pretty so i wanted to be her friend but instead she wanted to bully me she got herself three annoying little b*tches they would taunt me hit me and threw my food to the floor and i just let it happen so fast foward to second grade the bullies were in my class and they knew who my friends were and they started hitting my friends to until 1 day my 3 friends told me that they are leaving me and never want to see me again i was so sad i cried they were the people i trusted with my life but soon after that i got over it but a few months later and my old friends start bullying me around the end of the year i found out what cutting was and well i liked it so i would do it every day (fast foward to 6th grade) one day my dad died my mom is abusive and my dad cared for me but now he is gone the bullied found out and said 1 thing that made me cry bully1"so i heard your dad died he is in a better place without you we all know he hates you and wanted you to die" i was sad and i thought to myself maybe they are right why dont i just end it? so that day in class i was planning on killing myself in class so i was going to grab my knife and just stab my heart so in class i stud up and yelled "here (bully123456 names) in going to do it im gonna end it because of you i hate you all" the knife was inches away from my heart and i was shocked when my bullies started crying they told me not to do it that they cant be the ones that made me kill myself but then they all got in there knees and begged i was shocked again and well i took what they said and now they have stopped bulling me im very happy about that sorry for the long story