I'm lost. I have been abused, bullied, depressed, hit, ignored, crushed to the extremes.

My sister calls me the rudest names possible, my dad ignored me while cherishing my other sisters for my whole life till I put it to a stop.

Being bullied sucked. Well I have friends but non of them are real.

I talk to boys a couple have crushes on me and are massive perves.

So add bullying on top and a great recipe to depression.

I was shoved from people at school and bullied from people who WERE my friends and I don't know what to do.

I need someone who can tell me it's alright and nothing bad is going to happen.

I can't tell anyone I can't talk to anyone and I just don't know what to do. I dont know what to do.

Can someone help me?