Uhh hey, I'm Chelsea. Now I don't mind if I'm not anonymous because really, I want the whole world to know what pain and suffering I've gone through, because begind closed doors. I'm just another smiling face. I'm 14 and have been bullied for about 3 years on a row now because of my face, body, personality and the fact that I will retort back when someone says something to me.

Also the fact that I did a terrible mistake when I was twelve. Both my dad and step dad practically abandoned me making me feel alone and unwanted so I did what I thought was right, looking for a boyfriend to fill up that hole in the middle of my heart my dad and step dad left.

He threatened to leave me if id ident send him nude pictures so I did, knowing it was wrong and I was going to get caught. But I did it anyways, this went on for a few months until just before my birthday that my "boyfriend" shows my pictures to the whole school and the principal found out and told my mum. My mum couldn't even look me in the eye and my step dad gave me the silent treatment for months. I lived with this, locking myself up in my room and not really eating or talking. By not eating I thought I could just go away, I knew I wasn't wanted and I thought it would be happier for my parents if I just went away and was never with them again. The police got involved because what I did was illegal. I didn't get charged or anything but it was a close call.

Ever since then I got bullied to the point where I'd come home crying every night because I was a slut. Eventually my real dad found out and he called me a slut too. Everyone saw my photos and were sending them around like nothing.

Eventually grade 6 ended and I was free from the misery with my parents having respect for me and a bit of trust and people moved on to other girls who sent nudes. But there was one boy who still teased me by the name of BULLY1. To say the least when it came to bullying he was the king. Still is, he always had something to say or do to me that would ruin my day and most of the time it was about the nudes I sent. I felt so alone and just disgusting. This went all all through year seven with other complications like my new boyfriend. It was a weird relationship because we never actually were dating but we loved eachother. Until one day he would blame me for the things he done, fight with me, hate me and rip down my self esteem by shreds. Then he just ended it for what felt like my best friend, he trusted her with everything and I feel like he was going out with her begind my back so I stopped

Being friends with her and BULLY1 teased me about that too.

Until this year of course. I had told every teacher you could imagine to make him stop but it made him worse, so I told my pshycologist and she told me to break down my thought and calm my self, I ignored and sometimes insulted back and nothing until on September 3rd 2015 3 godamned years I finally snapped. We were fighting as usual in the middle of class and I got so sick of it what I "accidentally" hit him with the door when I opened it and he called me a mole and I snapped and punched him about four or five times. I got a suspension while he I felt like got nothing. He's laughing and still doing his thing but coming no where near me. And I just want to tell everyone who reads this. If you ever are in the situation I'm in, learn to say no and stick up for yourself because if not, being too nice will ruin your life.