When I came to a small school, I was terrified. I didn't know what could happen. I was one of those kids who could make friends in an instant. From the 1st grade the the 4th, I was fine, had many friends, and was a pretty popular kid. When I came into grade 5 the whole year was fine, until May. I became very suspicious of a classmate, and we've been best friends for a long time but 2 other friends told me that the days I was sick or gone, she would say super mean things about me.

Like, "She's annoying, I hope she dies." "I want her out of the 'squad'!" "She's the reason I wanna switch schools.

They would tell me the day I come back and I would fake them. I was so curious some days I would fake to be sick just to see what she says about me. One day I told a teacher and we both had a meeting. We both ended up leaving up in tears because we had to say what we said about each other.

"She isn't funny at all, her jokes are 'offensive'" "I'll admit it, I called her a b*tch and I hope she f*cking dies." She says.

Everyone thought we made up and we were friends, I did too, until my two friends told me she was talking trash about me again. We would always hang out at recess (my two friends and some others) so we made a plan for me to prove we will never be friends again.

So I went up to her and so did some others came with me, and we decided to play truth or dare and a few questions later, I asked "Do you like me and some other classmates as friends...?" She looked around trying to make up a lie. I said, "It's pretty difficult to make up I lie, huh?" And walked away. She said I was a crybaby even thought I wasn't crying at all. Ever since that day my best friend since grade 1 has hung out with her, I told her that she should stay away from her, she said she was super "nice". Then she joined and started bulling me. They both still do. Everyday I would almost cry because of what they'd say about me, but the guys would always stand up for me. They were basically my best friends. Then, on the last day of school, I was so happy! I told my main teacher and she understood.

Here is what they said about me, I have no reason to live, I should die, I should start cutting, I'm really ugly, I hang out with the guys to much. They say I'm a guy when they should use their eyes and see that I am a girl. They say I'm a nerd. They say I should go to a mental hospital. And a lot more stuff.

I'm going to a new school next year and I don't know what's to come, I hope that I can start over.