When I was in kindergarten, the whole class bullied me being too 'ugly' as I went to grade one they started calling me 'retarded' I fought back tears that killed me slowly in the inside. Half of me is dead already. As I grew up it got worst from retarded to idoit, foolish, ugly, gross, etc.

I changed schools when I went to grade 7, but the bullies still bullied me not just that, they pranked me, they left notes in my locker saying 'go kill yourself, ugly ' I lost it completely and started cutting, the more I cut myself, the more I cover up my body. No matter was season it is I still covered every inch of my body. Some people saw my cuts and called me an attention whore but what they don't know that every cut resembles how many times someone called me names.

I never told anyone since it will make things worst. I kept quiet as I slowly die in the inside. I acted like everything is fine by fake smiling or forcing out a laugh.

One day I opened my locker and it was cover with sticky notes and each one had a word on it like 'stupid' or 'gross' that's when I went home and tried to kill my self by taking random pills. The only thing I remember after I passed out is being in a hospital with everyone who bullied me. All of them said sorry but Im still not sure if they won't do it again.

Physical, teasing, and name calling

6 years old

My whole grade and other grades

Dead in the inside

Relieved

No

I felt like it would make things worst

9.4 years

No, not anymore.