Hi, This is kind of hard for me to talk about but here goes nothing...

Bullying is when one feels threatened or intimidated by a superior.

Bullying can take place anywhere and everywhere, it could take place in school, on social media etc.

However my story is..different.Some people might not even consider it bullying 'Just messing around' they'd say or make up some excuse and say they were mad at you at the time.

But we all know that society is cruel and that we feel trapped in the comfort of our own homes.

Like me..

Things at home were always rough..but they became worse.

Everything was goong according to plan..I had amazing friends,best friends and people accepted me for who I was.

You see I had a medical condition and it was pretty horrible I felt that no one would want to look at my face and I guess that was true because no one ever did.I also wore glasses that made me look worse.

I am a muslim.And in our religion you have to cover yourself.So I wore scarf.I tried my best to fit in be what people wanted me to be.And it worked but I decided that people should like me for me.So I changed I became me..people got used to it and my friends supported me.

Now I know your probably thinking..that everyone is beautiful in there very own way.But not me.At least thats what they said.

People some more than others kept on reminding me and telling me I dont belong or I should go back to where I came.

Which was home.

Everything was good at home,My parents got along,they were fine..until a letter came in the mail telling us that we had a new house.Everyone was happy at the time.But I wasn't I had wasted all these time trying to show people who I was that they should treat me like a human,which they did.

So I had to got to a new house,new school new everything.

It was terrible.My mum and dad fought all the time, they argued there was even violence involved but clearly that wasn't the only thing affecting me I had realized that I had no one to talk everyone was too busy with themselves they walked out on me.

I felt worthless,alone,sad I couln't sleep I stayed looking up at the stars wishing for someone to talk to,for someone to be there for me.

And when I had started school I became a silent people didn't acknoledge me.And whenever I tried to speak up nothing came out.

I also was very self-consious of my body my face everything.

I wore Burka(A long dress that covers your whole body) and a scarf around my head..people made fun of me...

I tried to shrug it off but I guess nothing was ever going right..

I don't know where this is going but I guess I felt unloved, worthless like I had no role.

How would you feel if you had to fake a smile everyday and pretend everything was fine and then come home to an abusive dad, screaming mom, crying baby brother and two annoying sisters that never get off your back then wake up the next day and face bullies and try to ask for help but get none and get hurt in the proccess?

You'd want to die right?..

I'd like to say that now I have help and everything is better..but it isn't.

So all I'd like to say is never judge a book by its' cover and even if things seem like there getting worse you have a voice so you can speak unlike me..

Speak up and try to get through it get help, and carry on don't take the easy way out EVER.