Do you ever feel like you dont have nothing to live for?

well i guess im one that feels that way

im Jenny, not long ago my dad said something that no daughter or son would like to hear from there parent

my dad said to me,

" You dont deserve brothers

You dont deserve parents

You dont deserve a family

and you dont deserve a life"

it hurt because he also said

"sometimes parents have to tell you guys the truth"

all i did was stand there, because it actually hurt because he meant what he said...

the next day we went to my aunty's house and my parents and my aunty and uncle started talking bad about me, and they were laughing at me

thst night i wanted to cut but didnt, cause i know i should stop

but i dont want to be labeled as the bad person here ... i dont want to feel worthless... i dont,