When I was young I became anorexic because I looked up to two of my sisters they were thin and I was the opposite. I started cutting at a young age because of rape. No one believed it was rape except my best friend whom i met in 5th grade. She knew I went through this all. I was called a slut a whore and pathetic. Rumors spread about me fast. Ive dated a few guys and people automatically think i slept with them. In 6th grade the sisters I look up to were put in jail for manslaughter... I tried attempting suicide at least 9 times. I was put in a psych ward twice and ive been hospitalized 6 times. No one cares for me. Im useless. I still self harm. Im still called a slut and now an attention whore. I have no one except my best friend I think. Were losing touch..