So I guess you want to know my story so here it is. It all started when I was in grade 7 people would treat me like shit so I did the same I started cutting I know stupid right yeah but It wasn't bad till grade 8 come it got so much worse I started to use

Facebook and Instagram and stuff like that my class found out and they would text me saying to kill myself and to go to hell so it came the day I listened to them I tried to kill myself I was so close to but my best friend stopped me I was so close to getting hit by that train she pushed me out of the way so I'm still here shortly after that I meet a guy and we started dating it only lasted two weeks after he toke my v card he broke up with me he only wanted sex but I'm over it now but at that time I wasn't here comes attempt number two I took a load of pills but it only nocked me out for two days so I'm still here again after that I did not go to school for two weeks and it was good I was happy if you could say that but I had to go back to school so I'm stuck with this hell of a life so I have a friend at school and she got a boyfriend and they lasted for like three months then he broke up with her and she would not shut up so I asked my new boyfriend to see if any of his friends wanted a girlfriend and that's the day I meet one of my best friends him and my friend started dating it only lasted 4 days so again she will not shut the fuck up but whatever a little bit latter I found out that I had feelings for Him and it was all good my boyfriend was ok with it so it was all good but my time of the month came and I had a dream about having it with My friend and My boyfriend found out and he broke up with me and his friends were ass holes to me so now here comes attempt number three pills again but again it did not work so all this happened and my mom and dad have no clue so after that I found out that I'm bi so I meet this girl she and I started dating the only problem was she's suicidal to and I had to stop here many time it was almost every night I had to try and stop her and it killed me to see her in so much pain so here's attempt number fore and again did not work then She had enough she broke up with me and I was broken once again it hurt but I got over it because after that me and Friend started to get close and we started dating and I was happy but I was still cutting and the thoughts of dying were still there but I'm happy with him