My story is a bit short but it actually really hurt me,because the whole class was on it.The beginning is boring but the ending probably made me cry writing it.

It was second term (I go to a British school) I walked into a class until a guy who joined the school last year said my name and patted the table him saying I sit next to him.At first I thought it was a joke but when I saw my name I was quite shocked

Time skip to breaktime,my friends and I sat all together,they talked about how much they love their seats because all of them sat really close to each other.As I sat there talking about how I sit next to someone I never really made friends with.My two closest friends were even say close to each other.

It was the middle of that term and I actually made good friends with the guy,he was funny,made me laugh at times,he would always make me smile and I never really got a chance to talk to my two closest friends.I never really got to because at break time we had to sit in our class,in our seats and eat.

There was whispering going around whenever the two of us talked and I ignored it.

One day I hung out with one of my friends at her house (not the two closest friends) being the girls we are,we talked about how our lives were going.She suddenly turned the conversation about the guy.

"You know,people say the guy is crushing on you because he always make you a laugh and smile" my eyes widened at what she said

I mean okay.He did make me laugh but we never talked to each other flirty like,we were complete geeks.

I asked her who started it and who is it between

"(The two closest friends) and the whole class is talking about it"

I was so shocked and terrified.Romours were being spread in the class.What I've been told school is that rumour spreading is bullying.

But the moment she told me that my two closest friends were the ones who were also involved.I shook it off.

'No way they would do that to me..' Is what I thought

Fast forward to a couple of weeks.I haven't been playing with my two closest friends in the playground a lot.I would avoid them because they hung out with a girl who used to bully me because of my face

(it's not really that sad as a story because I kept telling the teacher)

So I pretty much avoided them because they talked to her.Then I realised.Both of my closest friends sat at a table same as hers.At the table FAR away from mine.

It scared me how every time I turned my head to them I would see that the three of them whispering and pointing at me.I gulped.Was what one of my friends told me real?

I was an idiot for not talking to them for long and not asking them what the hell they were doing pointing at me and whispering.

When it was break time I played shed tag with a bunch of classmates (shed tag:where the sheds were base).I was on a shed as I saw the three of them.Far away.Walking.To.the guy.I couldn't make out what they where talking about but the three of them were laughing as the guy pulled his hands out of his pockets looking extremely confused.He looked around the playground and his eyes met mine as he gave me a weak smile.

I quickly averted my eyes from him as one of my classmates had her hand on my shoulder,I told her about how suspicious my two closest friends were acting and she got curious.

"Just ignore them.." She told me,but I couldn't the three of them started to walk towards me

I wanted to turn my head and tell her something but before I could she ran off to the other shed.

They walked to me snickering and completely crowded me.They were laughing and nudging each other

"You tell her!"

"No you do!!"

"I'll say it!"

"What is it?!" I nearly screamed

"Chels (it's my nickname),we told (the guy) that you had a crush on him" the recent bully said

My eyes winded.Heart shattered.Aching body.I was hurt.My friends started a rumour about this guy I made friends with about him having a crush on me.People told me it's true and some told me to ignore the rumour.

But the fact my two best friends spread a rumour that involved me and switched it around.Felt like I was punched in the stomach.

I had no absolute idea how to react.Everyone in class knew me and was friends with me

(no I'm not a snobby girl who likes to be popular)

Everyone in class knows I smile a,lot laugh,joke around and they say they feel better when I'm around,but they've never seen me cry before because I seem to happy a person.

Oh how the feeling has the need of me slapping myself because it's such a bad memory planted in my head.

How I reacted was idiotic of me.

I slid my back on the shed so I could sit in the floor.My face buried in my hands in attempt not show them I was crying.

They were laughing.

"I wasn't in on it I swear!!"

"Me neither,she was the one who told!"

My told closest friends said.What I thought is that they were liars.I only thought that because they would've stopped her.They would've not joined her.

I was stupid.I laughed.But on the inside I was broken.

That happened in second break.We had one more lesson to go.Yay.

After what had happened to me.I couldn't keep a strong face on.He sat next to me

(we have classes in one room and have our seating planned the same exact way in each lesson,which is why I'm always next to him)

It was geography and the guy had no idea what to label and colour.I.I felt afraid of what he was gonna say.What they told him was not true.What they told him made him shocked.

I kept my head down as soon as the teacher was finished talking.My eyes only looking at the paper in the desk and my chair legs hitting against the table legs.I wanted the lesson to be over.

The guy kept asking me a few questions in attempt to make me smile and reply to him again,as he tried to make me look at him.But I'm someone who had Anxiety.So I over thunk.I couldn't get to a chill ending.

The lesson was finally over.

I ran off so the guy didn't get a chance to say bye or anything.I just went on my own.I couldn't handle the pressure.

The next day everything was more normal than I thought.

Being the person I am.I hate fights and never got in a huge one.But I never really heard an apology.I look as if I just.Forgotten.

As I talked to my two closest friends again as if nothing happened.

This all happened LAST year.And here's what recently happened in school,I've only found this book and decided to say something

And now.And now all of you are gonna face palm.

One of the two closest friends as become my best friends ever.

Now the guy and I have passed it all and talk to each other,although not like before.Its either I get really pissed off at him or I laugh.Once.

But what pisses the absolute shit out of me is when we play truth or dare.The game is between the entire class.We spin a bottle and the bottom part of the bottle is the person who asks as the other is the one who has to do it.If you don't do the dare or truth you get slapped on the back,really hard.Well our way.

It always lands on me.Having to get asked.I got some pretty fun and stupid ones.But three or more I want to delete from my brain.It always involves him or it always involves me

Recently.A couple months ago.I was cyber bullied.But that's another story because your probably bored of reading mine.Jesus this is long.

(I didn't bother proof reading..and yes I know it sounds stupid I didn't talk to him because something happened,no because I was 10 and I felt awkward!)

-Chels (remember me!)