It all started on my first day of secondary school, I came up from primary school and I was expecting the perfect hight school experience, but it was nothing like I imagined. My teachers always said I was academically smart... WAS. Within the first few weeks I was already being judged on my teeth. And this is where it all started, everyone was so judgemental, and I just got told to ignore everyone. I thought nobody understood what I was going through, and I started shutting people out. Things got so much worse, next thing I knew I was going around being known as the "school rabbit" and people would always push their lip above there gum to take the piss.

One day it was about half way through my first year of secondary school and I was in the shower, and there were a random pair of scissors on the metal shelf in there (don't Ask why they were in there cause tbh I have no idea) I picked them up and looked at them, I knew about self harm and knew that it scars you and shit like that but I didn't think and without even realising I had blood running down my arm.

After that self harm became a pretty regular thing for me, after going to the hellhole I call school I would come home and do it, It nearly became daily. One day after school I had a argument with my mum, dad and brother and my dad rolled up my sleeve by accident and shouted at me. I started crying and then things got bad. Bullying got worse and I had near on no privacy from then on, I felt imprisoned and worthless.

One day head lice were going round so my mum checked me head, I didn't have headlice but my mum found phoriosis instead and I was taken to a doctor, he wanted to see my self harm and I reluctantly pulled up my sleeve, there is nowhere on my arms and legs now that I am confer table with because they are all either covered in scars or cuts. If I didn't get help when I did I would have been put in hospital, I'm just happy I started opening up when I did��

Cyber bullying, sometimes physical bullying but not as often, verbal��

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Just about everyone������

Like shit, worthless, not worth it, basically all negitive feelings ��

It hasn't stopped yet And I'm not expecting it to anytime soon��

Nah I just get accused of lying all the fucking time��

Yeah just not as badly������